I'm writing this for some sort of releif. If you could respond that would make me see some hope, thank you.


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I am searching
for a reason to look forward,
beyond all my worries,
and a reason to stay positive.

I am yearning
for a touch from someone I love;
with the greatest of passions
I wish you were here.

I am looking
for the slightest glimps of hope;
these white scars on my arm
need to end for good [and not return].

I need someone...
anyone to rescue me from myself.
I can't go on living like this,
but that never changed before.

These words will end soon,
and these eyes might not see tomorrow...
but one thing's for sure,
you're here with me now...

to help me through it all

My eyes are closed
while I walk forward.
Though you may not be here physically,
I can sense your warmth.

Now as I take another breath,
and my heart keeps beating,
I don't look forward to tomorrow...
but I'll stay strong anyways.