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Dark Poetry #5

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LaGraceLa
Member

since 2011-01-30

Posts 243
Minnesota, USA

0 posted 2011-02-25 09:52 AM

One look and just like that
I'm done.
I practiced and I'm prepared,
determined I'd be the one.
I played it out in my head,
You'd be the one wishing you were dead,
Yet here I am blushing and cowering
As you take my hand.
I'd played it out, I knew what to say
But the words choked up and in my heart they stay.
My feet follow you, as my head screams no
Now you're hitting an entirely new low.
I fight with myself,
My body is burning
And my mind is controlling
My soul is infuriating
And my life is devastating.
I want to sit down, I just want it to stop
But my hand is in yours and you lead me along
I try to pull away, but you look back and smile.
I'd had it played out, I knew what to say
And meekly I look up and realize there is no way.
You'll have me, and I have no choice
I guess that's what I get for not having a voice.
Anger fills me, adding to the heat
And I yank my hand away and plant my feet
'i'm not going with you', I snarl with pride.
'this body, it is not yours, because it is mine'.
Shock on your face and a smile rises up,
You take my chin in your hand and I'm forced to look up.
Your eyes sparkle and glimmer with dangerous lust
'don't worry dear, I'll do what I must'.
I step back from you and glare at the floor
As I realize I have no choice any more.
'i'm sorry' I murmur to your towering height
Because I know that there is no way in hell I'd win that fight.
'i know you are' you whisper to me
And my mind tells my stupid body to hurriedly flee.
But before I can move you have me in your arms
As my mind screams with countless alarms.
I try to push you back but your much to strong
And I know you don't think that what you're doing is wrong.
And so I go limp, and whisper in your ear
'i've given up, I'm all yours my dear.'
You slam me against the wall and kiss my lips
And I'm stuck, I'm done, and I simply give in.
I wrap my arms around your neck
and you lift me up off the floor
And I realize there is no point in trying anymore.
My legs around your hips
Your breathing is hot
And I wish that what I am I was not.
Your hands run along my back,
Searching to see what I lack
Even though you know there is none.
And before I realize it your completely done.
And having got what you want you set me down
And my pride dies with not even a sound.
Your hands zip up your jeans and you look me in the eye
And I beg that one day you painfully die
But instead I smile, because that's what you want
And I know that you will go and flaunt
That you had me against the wall
When all I wanted was for you to let me fall.
You walk away and leave me alone
And I feel my heart turn to stone.
I collect what little honor that remains
And I hurry home to wash out your stains.

XGarapanX
Senior Member

since 2008-06-19

Posts 1435
Antarctica

1 posted 2011-03-23 12:26 PM

Beautiful poem. Terrible subject. I was that victim once myself, but in a worse way, so this really hurts. Thank you. Reading this helps me to remember to be kinder and nobler, and it reminds to be more than the sum of my personal devastations.

·´~`·»Garapan«·´~`· "Look! Crumbs on his jacketses... Heeee took it!"

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