Open Poetry #41 |
Gone |
Jenna Member
since 2007-03-20
Posts 180 |
A piece of me is missing and I'm not sure how long we've been apart, I feel it's abscence all the time but I'm not sure where to find it. Perhaps it has become damaged beyond repair and will never work properly again. Maybe if I see it it wouldn't be recognizable, time and events may have changed it into something that I could never recognize. And then I think If I ever were to find it would I be able to keep hold of it regain some control, keep it safe or would it become lost again among the darkest seas. Could I ever trust in it and have faith in what it can achieve would I be able to let go and see where it leads me or will I live with the worry that it run havock with my mind before disappearing once again under a web of fear. Do I even want it back or will it cause me endless pain, will I ever again be confident in the knowledge that it is my strength and the light that people always see first. Or will I still be convinced that it would be taken advantage of and trampled into tiny pieces leaving me with the open wounds. All these questions and no answers maybe I will always be conflicted in whether I want my heart back at all. |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
"Do I even want it back or will it cause me endless pain," ~ I believe that you do know the answer to that question. "will I ever again be confident in the knowledge that it is my strength and the light that people always see first." ~ I believe that you do know the answer to this question, as well. Let your Light shine on! Love & Light, EA |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Not gone, just learning and resting and healing...James |
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Artic Wind Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 8080Realm of Supernatural |
enjoyed ARCTIC WIND |
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Gumpy Member
since 2007-11-06
Posts 143Canada |
A very good read. I know the feeling. I also know for now I don't . Gumpy How is it that after your heart is ripped out, you feel so much? |
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Susan Caldwell Member Rara Avis
since 2002-12-27
Posts 8348Florida |
Hearts can become numb, they can break, and even be crushed...but I don't think they ever go away. Pieces of my heart I have given to those that have departed this world way too early. Giving those pieces have made what is left stronger and more fulfilled. Thought provoking Jenna. "too bad ignorance isn't painful" |
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lyricpoet Member
since 2005-07-16
Posts 199NY, USA |
Well expressed, love it!! |
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vandana
since 1999-10-22
Posts 10463USA |
enjoyed |
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