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Reasonings Unknown , Why Things Can't Be
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Reasonings Unknown , Why Things Can't Be |
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tatalinia Member
since 2005-12-17
Posts 137CA, US 
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So this is what its like to grieve like losing a loved one to death each day fighting to stay intact with what is real what we can feel in our lives of the moment thinking back to the yesterdays when nothing mattered in the world but our two beating hearts in the dark as we shared our moments with eachother So I say I have moved on found a new lover as you have done but not for one moment do I forget who you are what you were in my life not for a second do I forget what its like to look into your eyes and turn away with blush because you entrance me by your stare My dreams haunt me in the night causing me to toss and turn as if I have done wrong tears have stopped falling because I found my true calling and have drowned myself in my new love for life, my new love for another While all is great and dandy there you are still walking beside me in my dreams no words to express the silence we share your thoughts go unheard but yes you're still there I flushed you in the back of my mind covered you up with new memories are you dead already and Iam in denial? Is this grief of losing you? I don't recall you being six feet under Of all the things said in the end how will it feel? Do we turn from what we know to rejoice in what is here can I bare to understand the reasoning behind it all? Is love sometimes thrown away because of tales untold and we must obey what our role is in this life and who we are? So hard at first to understand but now I know the truth behind it all, the reason behind our fall When all is said and done don't look back don't look back at me for I'am your stumble don't want to be held responsible for unhappiness don't want to bear bringing up what was once there So with one last tear I share "Ashes to ashes , dust to dust " I take what was once walk it to the edge and let it go As we sit by the cliff and watch the wind sweep the past away don't for one second think its all okay, for as the death of a lover or a death of a friend memories stick with us til the very end So we walk back into our personal lives start living again, smiling,laughing,crying all of the above one thing is for sure ; if found in the same room once again be it I with him, and you with her our eyes will sweep into a lock of memories gone unheard and no one will know of that past accept you and me as we continue on trying to live out our misery For reasons unknown due to our daily commands we never know why life chooses our fate for us and never once leaves it in our hands I do not need shine or wealth, just a pen and some paper for my health |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Nice expression of emotions... When we focus our love on only one person, and become overly attached, we will suffer for a period of time when we part... I have known the bliss of love...and I have suffered for love. The ultimate test of love, is when someone wants to leave us, will we still love them and allow them to freely go...James |
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Sunshine
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since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Althia... quote: This said it all. It's good to be reading your work. |
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