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rebelangelv
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since 2007-05-28
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0 posted 2007-12-11 11:13 PM



O God what do I do now?
I’m only *teen ( I don’t display my age on the internet)
And all because of him
Something’s inside of me
It’s kicking and I’m screaming
I don’ know what to do
I can’t give birth to this child
And become an adult too
I don’t want this thing
I won’t be able to look at its face
I’m afraid I might hate this child
Cause it was conceived by rape
I hate that man. I hate him!
He’s gone to far this time
I can’t share a kid with my uncle
That’s just crossing the line
And what if it looks like him
Can I ever give it love?
And if I willingly have other kids
I won’t care for it as much
And what about my schooling?
To my life do I say goodbye?
And is it now considered murder
If I try to die? ( if I commit suicide)
I’m too young to be pregnant
This isn’t fair
I wanted to give my virginity to someone I love
And not someone who doesn’t care
I feel so dirty and violated
And have participated in a sin
I’m sorry God I’m sorry!
I just can’t ever win
I guess that I shall keep it
But what about my parents?
They’ll never believe the truth
About everything that happened
This is just too much to take
It’s causing so much pain
I hate being punished for his mistakes
As horrible as it is
This must be my fate.

If i had to choose between you and breathing, id use my last breath to say "I love you"  

© Copyright 2007 leah nelson - All Rights Reserved
justanotherstorm
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since 2007-10-24
Posts 321

1 posted 2007-12-11 11:44 PM


holy v are u pregnant omg imma kill him
hunnie_girl
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2 posted 2007-12-12 01:18 AM


omg Leah hunn are you ok??? you know ima always gonna be here for you no matter what..
love yea lots
Krysti

moondogz
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since 2007-05-01
Posts 397
Great White North
3 posted 2007-12-12 09:43 PM


Leah I'm really worried about your safety...I think you need to involve some TRUSTWORTHY adult to councel you on what to do....very brave of you to post this poem that I see as a cry for help...please talk to a councellor at school or someone you trust...good luck. I'll say a prayer for you that everything works out...you deserve better.
wolf girl
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since 2007-12-03
Posts 150
washington, US
4 posted 2007-12-12 10:16 PM


i know how you feel this has happened to me too. it was my best guy friend though. i had my brother push me down the stairs to get rid of it. im better now. i really hope everything works out for you too.
rebelangelv
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since 2007-05-28
Posts 538
usa
5 posted 2008-01-21 01:28 AM


..ok guys this is really hard to say and talk about but i know i should say it. i was going thru a hard time when i wrote this, and a long story short : i was almost postive i was pregnant and it killed me bc of it. i started hiding inside myself, and thats why i didnt comment back to n e of these. but n e ways i checked for the first time since it happened, u know took the stupid test and after a completely emotional day i found out thank god that im not. but i jsut thought id thank all of you for letting me know ur there and for all the advice and to reply to all ur comments. thank again for being there with me during my break downs

justanotherstorm: u wouldnt care n e ways

krysti: thanx...i appreciate it

moondogz: ..yea..i know i shouldda done that, but i didnt. not so good with trust..but thanx again, i appreciate that u cared

wolf girl: thats horrible im so sry..i hope u never have to go thru this agian

If i had to choose between you and breathing, id use my last breath to say "I love you"  

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