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My Destiny Changed To A New Fate
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My Destiny Changed To A New Fate |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
O God what do I do now? I’m only *teen ( I don’t display my age on the internet) And all because of him Something’s inside of me It’s kicking and I’m screaming I don’ know what to do I can’t give birth to this child And become an adult too I don’t want this thing I won’t be able to look at its face I’m afraid I might hate this child Cause it was conceived by rape I hate that man. I hate him! He’s gone to far this time I can’t share a kid with my uncle That’s just crossing the line And what if it looks like him Can I ever give it love? And if I willingly have other kids I won’t care for it as much And what about my schooling? To my life do I say goodbye? And is it now considered murder If I try to die? ( if I commit suicide) I’m too young to be pregnant This isn’t fair I wanted to give my virginity to someone I love And not someone who doesn’t care I feel so dirty and violated And have participated in a sin I’m sorry God I’m sorry! I just can’t ever win I guess that I shall keep it But what about my parents? They’ll never believe the truth About everything that happened This is just too much to take It’s causing so much pain I hate being punished for his mistakes As horrible as it is This must be my fate. If i had to choose between you and breathing, id use my last breath to say "I love you" |
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justanotherstorm Member
since 2007-10-24
Posts 321 |
holy v are u pregnant omg imma kill him |
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hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
omg Leah hunn are you ok??? you know ima always gonna be here for you no matter what.. love yea lots Krysti |
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moondogz Member
since 2007-05-01
Posts 397Great White North |
Leah I'm really worried about your safety...I think you need to involve some TRUSTWORTHY adult to councel you on what to do....very brave of you to post this poem that I see as a cry for help...please talk to a councellor at school or someone you trust...good luck. I'll say a prayer for you that everything works out...you deserve better. |
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wolf girl Member
since 2007-12-03
Posts 150washington, US |
i know how you feel this has happened to me too. it was my best guy friend though. i had my brother push me down the stairs to get rid of it. im better now. i really hope everything works out for you too. |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
..ok guys this is really hard to say and talk about but i know i should say it. i was going thru a hard time when i wrote this, and a long story short : i was almost postive i was pregnant and it killed me bc of it. i started hiding inside myself, and thats why i didnt comment back to n e of these. but n e ways i checked for the first time since it happened, u know took the stupid test and after a completely emotional day i found out thank god that im not. but i jsut thought id thank all of you for letting me know ur there and for all the advice and to reply to all ur comments. thank again for being there with me during my break downs justanotherstorm: u wouldnt care n e ways krysti: thanx...i appreciate it moondogz: ..yea..i know i shouldda done that, but i didnt. not so good with trust..but thanx again, i appreciate that u cared wolf girl: thats horrible im so sry..i hope u never have to go thru this agian If i had to choose between you and breathing, id use my last breath to say "I love you" |
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