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CarlasFairy New Member
since 2005-12-13
Posts 3NV,USA |
Don't I have any more tears left? One more question to add to all those that have been there for so long I sit here and I want to cry but there are no tears anymore... Nightmares coming back to me hunting me during the day stealing my sleep at night And again I ask WHY?? So many questions and no answers The only able to give them not talking and if Why do I get questions to answers I am to scared to give? Why am I getting answers to questions I have never asked? Is he scared too? But then Why don't we say? Can I ask without loosing? Why does my soul feel like it is burning? My heart bleeding out? Just a little every day Why does he not make it stop? My Love so unquestionable... Doubts throwing his shadow over my live Will it finally kill me? Is that what it feels like when you die of a broken heart? So many questions and the only one able to answer Not talking Driving my Brain from nuts to numm Please Baby come and let me feel again this incredible Love that has brought us together Hold me Bring me back to the living I don't want to die just yet...? |
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FNG Member
since 2006-02-07
Posts 477 |
Hi, just broke up? can see you are in the same state as i am. have the same confused feelings. Like the part you said about 'the one who could answer do not speak...' when we want answers so much and can't let go, this is a very frustrating feeling..tormenting to the brain...like you said 'from confused to numbed' see you around and take care. |
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Stepharoo Member
since 2004-05-04
Posts 149Washington, USA |
Wow, how awful. I know this feeling all to well. All I can say to you is that you need to be strong. It might be hard at first but soon enough things will seem to become easier. When my boyfriend left me after a year for his previous girlfriend, I thought I was going to die. I felt like my world was coming down around me, and I had no escape. My only option was to be taken out by my falling world. After a couple months my days seemed brighter and my heart didn't ache as much. But in those two months I prayed to God daily that he would give me strength to make it through each day, and he did. God is always there to comfort you, all you need to do is ask. Chin Up, Stephanie |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
I've posted a poem in Spiritual Journeys, "Have You Read Your Valentine?" Hopefully it will help you feel much better. Rae |
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CarlasFairy New Member
since 2005-12-13
Posts 3NV,USA |
Hello everybody,I wanted to say thank you for your Replies but maybe i should tell you that I have been married for almost 7 years now and we did not split up but we sure are going through a very hard time and if my Husband does not learn to open up and talk to me about certain things that have been going on I am not sure if we are going to make it but I am not willing to give up just yet.I do love him way to much!! Thanks for all your support and I did enjoy your poem very much! CarlasFairy |
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