poem first one since i got out of the hospital again

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Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

0 posted 2006-12-31 01:37 PM

medicate me make me not be me
give me the gifts of the normal semi
charmed kinda life that i heard about
when i was a mere 16 and wet behind
the ears still

the life i lead has always been pain
the still life photos of my past is all
i know and all i can go to the past is done
the day i dont dwell on about no amount
of drugs or thearpy can knock that out

what do you do when everythign fails
and nothing works anymore how to make
it through the day without wanting to shoot
yourself

the greatest thing i can say to all this
questioning of why's and whens is love
the person everyday and never take advantage of them
love is the only thing in life that is
worth anything anymore

"without him i would be nothing

Fool me once shame on you.....Fool me twice shame on me.....

Nightshade

Member Patricius

since 2001-08-31

Posts 13962
just out of reach

1 posted 2006-12-31 01:42 PM

Julie dear, may the New Year bring you better health and many, many more smiles.
Hugs, Chris

Poetry is an echo, asking a shadow to dance.
Carl Sandburg

Enchantress
Member Empyrean

since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

2 posted 2006-12-31 01:48 PM

Sweet Julie, I am so sorry you have been back in the hospital.
I pray 2007 brings you better health.
Please email me or go to the site you joined with me.
~Holding you close in thought and prayer, Nancy~

Sing in me muse...
and through me tell the story~

Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

3 posted 2006-12-31 02:46 PM

thanks

scorpio
Member Ascendant

since 2002-10-02

Posts 5178
right...there

4 posted 2006-12-31 03:10 PM

Julie I hope you are on the road to good health once again. Let's hope 2007 will be a good year for you.

believe in what your heart feels...

wredgranny
Member

since 2006-11-18

Posts 493
Ky. USA

5 posted 2006-12-31 03:13 PM

what do you do when everythign fails
and nothing works anymore how to make
it through the day without wanting to shoot
yourself

Siyo FoxyOaisis you lift your voice in prayer,sing to the Four Winds and take your troubles to the Water,there you release them to Creator walk away and leave them behind.One can not choose who one is born as,one can choose to make things better for self,by caring for self and others. My path has been a long one,filled with more hurt than many will ever know,including the loss of a son only twwenty years old in a most violent,sensless way because his skin was the wrong color. And yet there is such beauty still in the life gifted by Uneque!
Many blessings to you,with prayers for your healing,both inside and out!

granny!

kaila
Junior Member

since 2006-12-24

Posts 37
PA

6 posted 2006-12-31 03:23 PM

The first three stanzas are intense and believable.

A healthy 2007.

Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

7 posted 2006-12-31 06:09 PM

thanks everyone and im sorry for your lost granny the world is a real scary place in general diease violnece knows no color gender or age...

Fool me once shame on you.....Fool me twice shame on me.....

wredgranny
Member

since 2006-11-18

Posts 493
Ky. USA

8 posted 2007-01-01 05:20 PM

thanks everyone and im sorry for your lost granny the world is a real scary place in general diease violnece knows no color gender or age...

Siyo little sister it is love and prayers I send to you,that your path be easier,your spirit be lifted,and your hurts healed!
many blessings

granny!

S Arthur Grey
Senior Member

since 2001-03-19

Posts 719
woven by a poet's loom

9 posted 2007-01-01 08:53 PM

Was ever anything worth more?

Hope the new year brings you greater comfort.

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

10 posted 2007-01-04 04:16 PM

Nice writing...welcome back...James

MoonShadow
Senior Member

since 2001-08-02

Posts 943
Dark side of the Moon.

11 posted 2007-01-04 04:30 PM

Welcome back among the Soul Sharing... may it give you peace and encouragement.

MoonShadow
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Sunshine

Administrator

Member Empyrean

since 1999-06-25

Posts 63354
Listening to every heart

12 posted 2007-01-04 09:51 PM

Hoping that you are healing well.

And welcome to the New Year!

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