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Kimberly ann
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since 2006-05-29

Posts 61

0 posted 2006-06-04 12:01 PM

Everybody is wanting something new. But what is if I want something old. What if I want something I already had but lost in my world once again. What if I want something that I lost a long time ago, I don’t want to look because I lost it in the past. I can’t stand not having it with me. I wish I could find it, what I lost a long time ago. If I could find what I am wanting, I would be the happiest person alive. I could stop worrying and start forgiving myself. If I can’t find it I will have to move on and forget. And know that I could never find what I lost so long ago. I want something old inside, but something new in me. People may say it’s stupid but I know what I want, and I don’t think it’s stupid. I think it would help. If I don’t find then I will move around it. I will always remember and never forget or forgive what I am looking for. Something old but something brand new in me. I hope I find what I am looking for, someday, somewhere and if I don’t I will live differently and everything in me will be different. But that’s okay; I’ll be fine just as long as I don’t die. If I die, which I won’t because I’ll make sure I find it first. To all my friends and family, who I love dearly, let me be, don’t ask questions just be happy and I will move on. I’m trying to find
Me.

Devious Intellectual
Member

since 2006-05-08

Posts 112

1 posted 2006-06-04 12:04 PM

ive been there before...actually im still there.....and im moving around.....but its hard i know how you feel...lots of emotion in this one...i hope you find peace with yourself...sometime moving around feels like a lie...just trust your heart and try to see things in a new light..loved ur vebal expression.

ctowen
Member Elite

since 2001-10-18

Posts 2286
Green Mountains of VT

2 posted 2006-06-05 09:22 PM

wants and needs are sometimes confusing,
   sometimes they are the same ...
        but look deeper, see where they came

      I believe your search will be successful,
          it seems your heart knows the way

   cT

Kimberly ann
Member

since 2006-05-29

Posts 61

3 posted 2006-06-06 08:19 PM

thanks you guys!i like to hear what you say

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