I sat in the corner never looking your way
I prayed that maybe it would be my day
You stood and came over
Holding our your hand to me
I couldn't move
I was afraid to feel
Your eyes so soft and calm
Your smile so sweet and inviting
I wanted to take your hand
But my pain filled my heart
The memories of losing one
Makes it so hard to try
I looked back down
Still afraid
You bend down to me and said
Life is nothing with out a smile
You and I both have had it hard
We've lost the one that matters most
But that is why I smile
I smile for him
So all can know my feelings for him
Are still here
I looked back up to shocked to talk
Your understanding of this made me smile
Made me stand
And made me come to you
With your help I smiled my forbidden smile
The one I locked away so long ago
Here is my thanks
Here is my forbidden smile..
From now on I will smile a lot more.