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The price of happiness
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The price of happiness |
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*Belabebeautiful*
since 2003-01-03
Posts 696washington, USA |
wow...I haven't been on here in such a long time...Like a year almost since my last post...so much has happened, I went to europe and changed my life, but its nice to be back now... unanswered questions, when will they come? How do I know this feeling is worth it? ...worthlessness is so very undignified If your invisible at least people don't know Perseptions can be so decieving, so painfull what is to be done? Do you cut off an arm because it hurts? ...a heart? A devouring sickness from the inside, do I pray, do I cry, or do I hide like a little girl whose lost her mummy? Paralysis is such a frusteration condition... to even intertain the thought of moving is distatfull but I cannot stay here... to wallow in the sea's of dispair and the misery of the unwanted labeled as nothing more than a joke ...yet I am so much more..arn't I? I just want to be free, but happiness comes with a price while dissapointment doesn't cost a thing and neither, it seems, does heartache... Don't look to me for perfection for I will surely let you down. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
doesn't seem quite fair, does it? Welcome back Bella |
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