I never had the chance to say goodbye
For some reason that option was stripped from me
Still I am not sure what I would have said
Would the words have made me free?

I am angry and sad
It is all mixed into one
Twisted with the words on my tounge
I guess meeting you would have let it all undone

All the years I fought back the tears
There were the times I swore I never wanted to see you
Could God have perhaps known best afterall?
Sometimes I haven't a clue

All I know is I never got to say goodbye
I never realized I wanted to
Until one day you were gone
That was it, now what do I do?

You were my Mother
Mother...a word that is so hard for me to say
For with it comes a flood of emotion
Yet...each and every single day inside I pray

I pray for you both
My two angels high in the sky
I pray that you are kind to one another
No longer do I want to cry

I can't help it though...why did you both have to go?
I never got to say goodbye, now it's too late
Though this was the way it was meant to be
Sometimes I really hate fate

If you were here now
I realize I have a lot to say
I love you is certainly at the top
So in a weird sense I will cherish this day

Though I never got to see you
At least not while you were breathing and alive
I now at least get to say that I care bout you
Which helps me not feel so dead inside