Ceinwyn
Member Elite
since 2000-07-09
Posts 2175
VA
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2005-12-21
01:21 PM
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I finally did it today That's why I have to write about it I finally left it behind I finally listened to it The constant reminder that this isn't good for me The signs perfectly clear I just wasn't happy Funny how that works, right? Positive for others but not so sure for yourself When I blew out my birthday candle lastnight I didn't know today would fall into my lap served on a silver platter I'm reading this self help book Where you read about God and why we're here At first It didn't make sense now it's all perfectly clear I'm not an uber religious person but I just have this feeling I know that everything is going to be okay at times and it's like I know NOW why I felt the way I did It's all going to be alright He wasn't good for me anyways even as a friend he has been clean but still something was there that got on my nerves and I realize why everyone kept telling me to be careful I didn't read the signs I chose to be selective Perhaps I shouldn't doubt the dreams the intuition Thinking it's just my insecurities I realize now even if we don't like it it's there for a reason...
If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried.[This message has been edited by Ceinwyn (12-21-2005 01:57 PM).]
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Nightshade
Member Patricius
since 2001-08-31
Posts 13962
just out of reach
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2005-12-21
01:27 PM
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Yay! You got it !!! And...if we don't like it...WE can change it!! Ain't life grand? Took me many moons to finally have that simple fact light up in me little brain. Each and every thing that happens in our lives is a lesson in disguise. Embrace All of it. hugs to you, Chris
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Enchantress
Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113
Canada eh.
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2005-12-21
01:37 PM
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There ya go sweet gal!! Like my sister said...You got it!!! Hoping you have a wonder-filled year ahead. ~Smiles & Hugs, Nancy~ ~Let peace begin with me...
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Sunshine
Administrator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354
Listening to every heart
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2005-12-21
01:38 PM
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I realize now even if we don't like it it's there for a reason...
~*~
And there, m'dear, is the BAM to your poem.
Hugging you TIGHT!
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Earth Angel
Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215
Realms of Light
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2005-12-21
01:52 PM
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My goodness! You are only one day into your new year ~ and look what you've learned already!
Seriously speaking, I wish you well as you embark on this new leg of your life's journey! May you continue to grow in wisdom and strength ~ and self-understanding & appreciation! You are like a beautiful lotus blossom that is unfolding before your readers' eyes!
Hugs with love, Linda
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aujussy wolf
Senior Member
since 2003-08-09
Posts 1215
Michigan
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2005-12-21
06:46 PM
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it is not easy to say the things you did here , well done ... a release that you needed ... hope your new year and holiday times are jolly ~wolfie
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littlewing
Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655
New York
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2005-12-21
07:07 PM
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Damn Kris, I am so proud of you - for you, this write and you are 100% right.
We have to do what we have to do and here?
You shine baby.
(You always did)
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