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nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

0 posted 2005-12-17 06:13 AM

When the tired gets the best of me
and I begin to wonder who I am,
why I exist and to whose benefit

When the feelings float by uncatchable
in air of disregard and the reflections
age the look

I ask myself why

Why that full moon of yesterday
no longer holds the promise

Why I am mind trapped
in a reality of loneliness

Why words have lost their meaning
and letting go changes nothing

And the only rest I get is in
the hands of time.

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
(Will Moss)

littlewing
Member Rara Avis

since 2003-03-02

Posts 9655
New York

1 posted 2005-12-17 10:46 AM

Oh man and thats when Karen and Ed snap my neck right back into reality, in times like these, times of need . . .

:hugging you: I know this.

Marge Tindal

Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

2 posted 2005-12-17 01:28 PM

SweetFriend~

'Why words have lost their meaning'

Temporarily perhaps ... the 'meanings' will come again, me promise~

Wishing you the merriest of the Merry Christmas~
Love ya'
*Huglets*
~*Marge*~

~*No matter what I search for ...
let me know when it is LOVE that I find*~ <))><

Email - [email protected]

kayjay
Member Elite

since 2002-06-24

Posts 2015
Oregon

3 posted 2005-12-18 01:36 AM

There was a time, you must believe
My life was dark. I couldn't conceive
Of loss of job and marriage too.
I found myself what's known as blue.

I sought to know the answer now!
To soothe these blues someway, somehow.
Alas, my pique found this refrain.
In time, in time, you'll ease the strain.

I like your instrospective thinking about the whys of our lives. Nice writing.
Ken

Through rubble and trouble and dark of night
The yawn of a dawn will hasten the light

MGROVES

Member Elite

since 2004-02-01

Posts 3802
california

4 posted 2005-12-18 03:27 AM

My spirit will rise
above the sea~
There will be no drowning
of my soul or me~

bklynboy
Senior Member

since 2002-12-15

Posts 660
florida

5 posted 2005-12-20 05:41 AM

Some good thoughts there!

StevenS
Senior Member

since 2005-09-21

Posts 945
L. A. (Lower Alabama)

6 posted 2005-12-20 06:44 AM

It's always darkest before the dawn and after the rain comes the rainbow. You just gotta believe.:-) Merry Christmas!

suthern

Member Seraphic

since 1999-07-29

Posts 20723
Louisiana

7 posted 2005-12-28 09:17 AM

There is the exhaustion our bodies experience... and the depletion of our spirit that makes going on seem so impossible. Worse is the combination... a tiredness so bone-deep we can't fathom it ending... or survive its continuing.

To whose benefit? Mine, dear lady... I read your words and know I'm not alone.

Susan Caldwell
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-12-27

Posts 8348
Florida

8 posted 2005-12-28 09:25 AM

Okay M, I have decided you need to spend New Years with me. I am going out to dinner first then over to a friends boyfriends party. He is renting a pole (the dancer kind) and watching what happens after people have a few drinks should be fun!

People watching is always great fun.

I hope the cure for your lonely finds you soon.

"too bad ignorance isn't painful"
~Unknown~

shades of paul
Member

since 2005-12-14

Posts 370
In Reality

9 posted 2005-12-28 09:27 AM

Good flow,and I enjoyed the poem....paul

shades of paul,peace,love,and happiness

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

10 posted 2005-12-28 09:30 AM

Thank you Suthern.... I had a special visit on here yesterday...and she definitely picked me up.

I wish you had been able to visit in Florida with the rest of us.

Thank you

M

Well Susan, I think the closest I can get to the pole dancing is to join a new gym only a mile away..maybe then I won't just come home from subbing, eat and go to bed exhausted..maybe the exercise other than bending to the little ones will give me the energy I need...besides I need to tighten up in places...

I am fine..just lonely especially at holidays with family not near enough and without my sister who could always make me laugh and feel better about the world.

Wishing you a happy new year and the best to come...

M

Fee
Member

since 2000-08-07

Posts 381
Melbourne, Australia

11 posted 2006-01-08 08:17 AM

Time does heal all wounds, hold strong, the moments will pass and the sun will shine again tomorrow.
Hugs, Fee

SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

12 posted 2006-01-08 08:37 AM

I have asked these same questions. Haven't found the answer, yet.

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