Open Poetry #36 |
just once |
MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
just once could they feel compassion for another~ just once could they be honest with themselves and another~ just once let me get my life back without taking for self~ just once place your needs, a greed, and put your drugs on a shelf~ just once dont make me as you i have a heart, feelings oh if you only knew~ just once help one in need dont use for your drugsgreed~ just once dont lie why is his ring on your hand now oh god, please dont deny~ it was a gift from me to him he said he lost it one day~ well now on your hand please be honest, ok~ every wher i go to live and work and write to be happy once more~ cons with drug problems stealing and lying every time i walk out the door~ a human being is more important than a drug~ i would rather be high on love or a hug~ all the lies all the deciete~ well now its time to gather a reciept~ take all that has been violated and go to the law~ just once i wish i didnt have to but you all broke the last straw~ i let you all get a way with too much, too long~ now it shall be your turn to sing or write your own sad song~ just once a litte honesty and no games~ your lying stealing selling for drugs, i refuse to let you place on me, any blame~ i have helped many who have fallen from drugs~ or abusive spouses, with punches instead of hugs~ and in return i get nothing, but lies and decete~ to the law i go now, i have said it before better listen , i wont repeat~ a dead cat in front of my house calling me an old ugly bitch and a cradle robber, you screamed and ranted and raved~ in front of my kids and neighbors that day~ you were so spun , we was married, you just a lay, i didnt do anything to you so take your lies, your greed, your anger drugs and just go away! just once know he lied from all the drugs and alcohal~ loosing all and blaming me, set me up for a fall~ now its your turn~~ ` ` |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
oh Marsha can I send you a hug? knowing it is such a small comfort for such a giant hurt you carry around best to move forward, away from this memory |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
midnightsun I thank you from the heart of my soul I will be moving forword only, thanks for the hug, i needed it. My spirit will rise |
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Honeybunch Member Rara Avis
since 2001-12-29
Posts 7115South Africa |
Life throws so very many curved balls at us. Be strong and you will overcome. And a hug from me too. Helen |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
profound writing, deeply felt...but love the confidence you display in this, the want for a better life...remember, you don't have to ask anyone to do so, you get to chose! Hugs |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
bless you all My spirit will rise |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big angel comfort hugs) Oh Marsha, I'm sooooooo sorry to hear you've had to cope with this sort of experience, dearest friend, I find it most unsettling indeed that so many sacrifice their own children's needs for drugs, and it breaks my heart to know how so many children are neglected when the addiction becomes fatal! (sad sigh) God Bless You, sweet friend, just once I hope everyone can understood there are much greater things at stake that our hearts must all be devoted to, this is powerful, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Marsha, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other" |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
yes thankyou for your reply, i need all the strength i can get for i have a great battle before me, with a stepson with a bad habit and three babies with a need, my heart breaks daily for them. and all the others who lives are destroyed for ones need of drugs My spirit will rise |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Nice writing...things change when we make different choices...James |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
thank you james, have missed ya My spirit will rise |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Marsha, my frist husband had a problem like this so I know exactly where you are coming from with this write. I wish you the best in a fresh start. ....jo |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
thankyou so much. i am truly grateful for the understanding a support. My spirit will rise |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
i would rather be high on love or a hug~ I agree...I try to be high on life... I can get excited over the littlest things and be content with the same, but yes, love helps as do the hugs of comfort. I can't say I know what you are going through although alcohol has been the cause of the change in my life at a time when it is late to be starting over... wishing you the best M |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
thankyou My spirit will rise |
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