Pain
What is pain
I cannot even begin to explain
the pain I am running through
I have dozens of knives stabbed in my back
Empty promises ring from your lips.

Pain is having to listen to you,
to hear you say,
I'm sorry, I made a mistake.
You're only mistake... you've made so many.
This mistake, ruined my life.
YOU called him.
HE CAME over. And his HANDS, didn't let go.


Pain is what is in my heart,
everytime i close my eyes.
Pain is what I feel,
when I think of every moment.
Pain is what I see,
when I look into the future.

Pain, is being abused, unwillingly.
Pain, is being ashamed, because of a friend.
Pain, is being raped, in your living room.
Pain, is walking away, from 10 years of friendship.
Pain, is moving on,

Time, it is now.
To grow, and move on.
Time for you to look back and see,
everything your 1 phone call did to me.
Time is going to have to go by,
before I can be healed,
and maybe with time, the pain will go away.