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Cloud 9
Senior Member

since 2004-11-05

Posts 980
Ca

0 posted 2005-04-07 07:36 PM

HOW MUCH WORSE DOES THIS GET? I AM JUST VENTING HERE.

YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU DON’T HAVE ME
AND HATE ME WHEN YOU HAVE ME
YET YOU SAY I AM ALL THAT YOU WANT AND NEED
YET YOU COULDN’T SEE BEYOND YOUR SELFISHNESS AND GREED.
I AM AT FAULT AND YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME
AFTER ALL YOU DONE, THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
YOU’VE ALREADY POINTED OUT ALL I’VE DONE WRONG
THE LIES AND DISAPPOINTMENT YOU'VE DONE ALL ALONG.
YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT ME AND MAY DO SOMETHING DRASTIC
GEEZ WOULDN’T THAT BE FANTASTIC
YOU MISUSED MY HEART
WHY DID IT TAKE THIS LONG BEFORE I BECAME SMART
DIDN'T YOU EVER WANT YOUR FAMILY AND CHANGE?
ALL WE GOT WAS HATE IN EXCHANGE
STOP CALLING ME
ITS OVER, CAN’T YOU SEE
SO LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET THINGS BE
ALL I WANTED YOU TO SEE ME
JUST AS I SAW YOU
NOTHING MORE LEFT TO HOLD ONTO
ALL THAT IS LEFT IS THE PAIN
NOTHING TO CLING TO
NOTHING LEFT TO GAIN
YOU NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I CARED
LOVING YOU AND THE TIME WE SHARED
MY FEELINGS HAVE GONE AWAY
THERE IS NOTHING MORE TO SAY
IT WON’T WORK ANYMORE
CAUSE TIME AND TIME AGAIN
WE HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE
LET ME GO
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS DWINDLING SLOW
TRYING TO UNDERSTAND LOVE
WHERE THERE WAS NONE.

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

1 posted 2005-04-08 05:01 PM

*understanding this*

from both sides

majnu

Senior Member

since 2002-10-13

Posts 1088
SF Bay Area

2 posted 2005-04-26 12:22 PM

i tried but i could not get through this. edit it so that it is not in all caps.

-majnu
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Timid thoughts be not afraid. I am a Poet.

Cloud 9
Senior Member

since 2004-11-05

Posts 980
Ca

3 posted 2005-04-26 12:55 PM

how?

ThUnDeRkYsS
Senior Member

since 1999-09-23

Posts 727
Wisconsin

4 posted 2005-04-26 11:27 PM

Sorry to read of this, it is a painful, lonely road to walk down. I know.

HugZ
Brian

Strive for higher levels, if they seem out of reach... Grow, and they will get closer.

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

5 posted 2005-04-28 01:57 AM

Doesn't sound like the best situation...James

Cloud 9
Senior Member

since 2004-11-05

Posts 980
Ca

6 posted 2005-04-28 01:15 PM

Thanks Brian and James for the responses

I tried to edit it and put it in lower caps but couldn't.

iliana
Member Patricius

since 2003-12-05

Posts 13434
USA

7 posted 2005-07-01 09:48 PM

Feelings well understood....this could be a song....won't be a happy one though, unfortunately. Your vent is very poetic.

Tndeer1
Member

since 2005-06-24

Posts 87
TN. USA

8 posted 2005-07-02 12:45 PM

This just tugs at the heart and sad enough, there's too much of this happening to so many. It's so hard to Love and it not be returned.
Excellent read.
God Bless You Cloud!

Tndeer1

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