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steve New Member
since 2000-08-15
Posts 9Canada |
sorry if this post (and its contained poems) suck. I just wanted some place to post some poems before i delete them off my hard drive.  these poems aren't great, and are from a time where i was in a dark and depressed time; if you are bored enough to read them. ************** the sky will never look the same again --- im in love with a girl who doesn't exist a dream a lie the perfect girl too perfect someone ill never have or ever find a person who i loved so dear the world was her to me but she is gone a lie a dream someone who will never be ******* I am going to run away runaway to a land far away where the days are never dark and the nights are always warm where i can live my dreams never knowing fears or doubts the girls will be warm and kind beautiful and sexy gentle and loving ill find one that loves me dear thinks im everything thinks im just that our trust would be unbroken secrets? whats that? our nights together fun but cozy we'll never fight never stop loving everyday will be a dream carefree and perfect she'll be from a dream untold beauty grow old together have kids together live our lives free of hate free of whatever others fear *************** before i met you, i had no happiness i was empty i gave up on dreams of a perfect life they didnt seem real they didnt seem possible happiness wasnt to be found for me everything was grey grey; a word that best described my world i thought all my life for what there was to live for happiness didnt seem fated to be mine so i thought and i thought thought about life till its ultimate end and decided to sacrafice myself for something something greater then my own end it gave me a reason to exist what i thought of was what everyone hated disease, age, death that was then my aim destroy what everyone hated i hated death too it scared me fear is something to loathe so that was my life a simple life a life to be content with a life with focus but then along came you you wrapped your smile around me and let me see under your bandages i found a soul that twinkled just for me i found something that made me happy i fell hard in love for you you were impossible to resist it suddenly seemed like fate smiled apon me that this world was magical that the surreal was possible that my dreams could be real you were a dream come true to me no man could have asked for a better girl but just as all things were going so well when everything seemed so bright you left you left for reasons truly admirable but you left none the less and i love you ever more for doing the right choice your family is in a time of need i just am a love sick boy who you have never met still as the days turn into months i sit alone in this decaying world the sun does not rise for me anymore my phone has grown silient my inbox checked unneeded all that i have left is hope hope for a happy ending but like everything else around me even my hope is nearing its end i was spoiled too much by your warmth and shine i have grown to large to now exist without you it is just a matter of time before the end comes my branches have already wilted and my roots have shiverled when my slowing sap ceases what left of me will be hollow without that strength i will fall down ************ Tied to the bed lights not about Silence all around There's no way out The harder I struggle The more I bleed still I fight cause still I breathe *** That devious smile you gleam with pride dare I ask at what you hide? did you slash some tires? maybe start a small fire? it doesnt matter I know your trouble that mischief you know turns me on quite a lot but what else is new cause your totally hot all the day long I have these thoughts of you undressed it makes me go nuts I'd pin you down nibble your neck wait for giggles your screams come next if you were here we would have our fun snowbank, eh? thats why you're the one *************** A man cannot sail the oceans abroad A man cannot make machines of great power A man cannot breath, miles underwater A man cannot travel faster then sound A man cannot harvest the power of an atom A man cannot travel the great distance to the moon A man cannot see what makes up matter A man cannot acquire his deepest desires ********* A night all alone fantasy my only friend a gorgeous girl who loves me so the star of this sexy show the warming touch smiles all around pleasure was the reason loving was the meaning toss and turn a playful ride exciting as it was real I wish it could the days are getting longer time unspent together a body left unplundered dying souls alone wander *********** im addicted to something ive never used im suffering for reasons that arent quite sure im sad and sick and have a bitter flu im tired of waiting, and so are you but there is no pittance for this lonely fool no words can help, and actions are few what can i do to save my soul suicide right now and hope thats all *********** I crave the touch of a women I desire the passion of her love I feel the angist inside me lonely ill keep and suffer ******** everytime you say those three special words i love you you tease me you tease me of dreams that may never come you tease me of pleasures i cant even comprende you tease me of days where the sky shine only blue you tease me of days, days where im with you but for now im stuck in this world of grey comparing what could with what is i cant run away from that im trapt im trapt alone in a world without your touch if it werent for those words though those three special words i'd have no reason to dream and i'd want to be dead *************** ~ apathy ~ its hard to feel my own smiles, they are as empty as my bed. no kisses when i close my eyes at night, nor the sweet smell of sex in the air. all I can do is imagine you in my arms, trying to feel your warmth at a distance, a sexy dark angel with wings tucked away, being able to kiss away bad times, and sharing the rest of our days. oh i wish they weren't just dreams i wish they could be real, I wish you could be here i love you Alana with my every fleeting breath nothing means more to me then you i could be happy with nothing else, just you. you are the only thing that can bring me happiness no riches, no fame, no glory,,, just you, only you you are the most beautiful thing i have ever known ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................. im totally crazy for you you have spoiled me and i'll never be the same I love you ****************** I had a dream last night where I was with you, you held me in your warm arms and wouldnt let me go you told me things were alright and that everything will be okay I remember the warmth of it all as if it was moments ago nothing else mattered, nothing, just my happiness with you. I then awoke, moments later, flushed back to reality Sitting up in bed I stayed until the morning stirred wondering if you were okay, wondering what i could say you are a tender loving soul, i feel it everyday your smile means so much to me, no angel like you should every be dismayed you bring your warmth to many, even to me from miles away i wish i could do more for you like absorb all your pain but i'd need to then be tied down and gagged for i wouldnt be able to handle it as well as you for whatever its worth you have changed my life and I hope to never lose you you are more to me then everything else i have I'd rott away and die without you by my side i do so mean it when i say you are perfect to me in single everyway i love you **************** staring up at the moon i know you can see it too something we both can share it helps me feel closer to you nearly a year has past for us yet you're a dream still untouched this ache in my heart for you just never seems to shut up i know i spam you with emails im not sure if that's annoying or not but you know that is something ive been doing since the start i remember when you went to spain it was the first week we did not talk not sharing every thought with you was whiplash to my beating heart I cant help but spam you though for i want you to know i love you ill never stop saying it everyday forever if needed ill never take you for granted if you only knew how special you are you would totally understand my view you are my future and life my strongest desire the fuel of my fire the girl of my dreams my reason to breathe you are the only one for me i dont say that lightly from the minute i heard your voice i knew there was no other dammit i love you ************ Red Crayon ----------- across my skin she paints a picture a picture of hope carved into the flesh of my back though others cringed it is art our art she the crayon i the canvas ************* ~what it is to suffer~ Rip out my soul chew on my spleen grind up my knuckles watch me bleed rape my sisters set father a fire hang my brother multilate our mother skin the cat kick my dog grab a gun have some fun steal my fortune framed for murder ruin my dreams bye to pleasure send me to hell trapped forever show no mercy I'll cry and suffer BUT IF YOU HURT ALANA OR STEAL HER HEART FROM ME NO WORDS WOULD DESCRIBE HOW I'D MAKE YOU SUFFER ************* Are there not girls in this world who can love? I need someone who will be faithful despite an overwhelming urge I need someone who can be trusted on despite the odds I need someone who is beautiful depite there imperfections I need someone who will make me feel alive I need someone who will wisk away my cares I need someone who will support my dreams |
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DavePage Member Elite
since 2003-12-21
Posts 2917 |
Steve I dont if the idea of just dumping words on a site came from me. I dump ideas which incorporate words which are then blended together to have a targeted meaning and eventually get published. You have an internet prescence - that gives you storage. I backup my systems and off-site but ideas are too prescious for me to allow them to be lost as I work abroad and my systems and my "POP" storage could be lost while I am out of the country. If you want temporary storage you POP gives you that and then when you have reformatted your hard disk for whatever reasons since you can not format a low level ide disk and therefore you use built in utilities that do not require you to dump the disk, but if you have anything of value, you are already backing up the disk before you start. If my most words gave the idea of using Piptalk as a dump - I only use it for a dump of ideas and not as a hard disk backup. regards Dave |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
"I need someone who will support my dreams"...nice thoughts...James |
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