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Spine Grinder
Senior Member

since 2000-10-28

Posts 1127
Standing In Silence...

0 posted 2004-09-30 08:33 PM

You see my smile…
And you hear my laugh…
But do you see all the pain,
That I keep locked away inside?

Or how about all the restless nights?
Or maybe all this sadness and shame?
And all the arguing and fights….
How I’m always the one to blame….

You see my smile…
And you hear my laugh…
But do you see all the pain,
That I keep locked away inside?

With my heart full of hate,
I trudge on and on…
In this darkened state,
Until my soul is forever gone.

You’ll never truly see…
All the tears that I’ve shed.
Or this deader side of me,
With all the hate I have in my head….
How do I live again?

"I tried so hard...But in the end...It doesn't even matter...."~Linkin Park

"I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself"~ Taproot

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

1 posted 2004-09-30 08:52 PM

sad
but to answer that final Q?
letting go of hate
is a good first step to loving life

Gentle Spirit
Member Patricius

since 2000-10-09

Posts 13989

2 posted 2004-10-01 07:53 AM

let it go Stac, and let it in the past.
You know, that I know the only way to get to the future is by letting yesterday where it belongs and not carrying it with you anymore.....
and you know where I'm at if you ever want to have a complaining, sharpen the nails session.

The greatest beauty on earth, is
found in the hearts of those
who love....

LeeJ
Member Patricius

since 2003-06-19

Posts 13296

3 posted 2004-10-01 11:14 AM

I've felt a lot of anger here, and perhaps rightfully so...but...in the same, remember, even though you placed your heart in this persons hands, was he/she mature enough to handle it with great care and responsibility
or, were we to interested in having someone in our lives to ask ourselves these questions, giving ourselves time enough to find out if this person is/ and will be a compatible lifetime companion? Lots of times, we accept due to needs? I know I did, more then once....doesn't mean this is a bad person, just means, they did the best they could, question is, is that the best for us? Outstanding write

Love and hugs
Lee J.

Enchantress
Member Empyrean

since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

4 posted 2004-10-01 11:36 AM

In order to heal one must first forgive.
Write it out...and let it go.
Excellent write.
Heart hugs~

~Autumn..the year's last, loveliest smile.~

Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

5 posted 2004-10-01 01:28 PM

I really really liked this. seems we have alot of common girly

Fool me once shame on you.....Fool me twice shame on me.....

Spine Grinder
Senior Member

since 2000-10-28

Posts 1127
Standing In Silence...

6 posted 2004-10-01 04:40 PM

Thanks everyone, I'm glad you liked this..

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