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nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

0 posted 2004-07-09 03:14 PM

Worn

the tired in me can't resist
sitting here, still
listening to sounds of grass being cut
and breezes passing through windows
and thoughts going nowhere
circling above and below
rising and falling with each labored breath I take

knowing I should be doing
but lacking incentive
as I look out the window reflecting
on what is

and what isn't...
that push to endure
the wait of the past and the heaviness
that moods my thoughts
frustration when the warmth
is not caused by caring
but by the fever that rests in me

M

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
(Will Moss)

Gentle Spirit
Member Patricius

since 2000-10-09

Posts 13989

1 posted 2004-07-09 03:17 PM

that push to endure
the wait of the past and the heaviness
that moods my thoughts

Yes M....I know that weight too and sometimes it is very heavy...
Here's hoping the weight is lifted soon.
Hugs.

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

2 posted 2004-07-09 03:22 PM

Thank you Donna, I should have expected that soon after, my immune system would weaken my body enough to cause me to lack the energy and will to accomplish much this week.

M

Enchantress
Member Empyrean

since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

3 posted 2004-07-09 03:52 PM

Maureen, Just know that you are often in my thoughts...
and things will get better soon.
I know first hand how the stress of what has happened can mess up your physical health, so rest and drift right now...take your time.
Heart Hugs.

~Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain ~

Nightshade