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Dark Poetry #1

Shadows

cstamand
Junior Member

since 1999-10-10

Posts 13
Huntsville, AL, US

0 posted 1999-10-11 04:43 PM

Shadows

There’s shadows all around me there hovering I can not move. I’m feeling fire and smelling smoke I’m bleeding every where as if my life has been a joke. I could destroy myself but I’ll never feel like I did anything within. I wouldn’t know if god would forgive me for dying in sin. I wouldn’t know if I get my most treasured dream. Life seems so meaningless and unfair all I have is a wish that’s keeping me here. For my aching heart is starting to tear my head pounds like someone’s plays by punching my brains. As if that’s fun maybe to them but not to me “there pleasure is from my expense.” I hurt so bad the wound so deep it’s bleeding so “bad” yet all I can do is watch it leek. I look around and see shadows I wish I could fall in a deep sleep and never return. No one under stands sorrow and agony can hurt as if you were bleeding and in pain and tear you piece by piece nice and slow. You’ll never forget pain it’s like the only thing you know. The shadows that I see are dark and black and they can see straight throw me they see pain. They take advantage of me by rapping a bag around me and strangling me. Yet there’s this one shadow that does nothing but stair. I released that shadow is me she’s dark and not really there. She’s hurt and filled with black she lives a life not for her but for others. I’m not sure how long I will last. All I know is I’m being shattered by all this glass. I won’t let the shadows beat me. It’s just so hard not to feel the hurt and pain the way I feel. But I won’t let them win cause I have will and shadows will not destroy who I am and how I feel.

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Crystal St. Amand

JennyLee
Senior Member

since 1999-09-01

Posts 1461
Northwestern, NJ.

1 posted 1999-10-12 09:24 AM

Bravo !!!!
Keep those shadows at bay !!!

Jenny

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