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Raped Again |
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Joel the wolf Senior Member
since 2000-04-06
Posts 1333Angels Camp |
Raping Memories Humility striped bare thrown down savagely beaten hoping to survive, this raped affair. Thought exposing private things I call mine, nothing has the right The weight so imposing. God NO. This is foul. Help. my voice unheard. The struggling seemly spurs it on. like a mouse cough by the night owl Screaming get off me. Then the beatings and grunts, Trying to fight back It’s my soul taking the brunt. My spirit paying the fee Looking for a way out I screamed and shout Sickening suckling on me. You have no right! I fight on. Futile struggling, The impending penetration begins I go cold, till the dawn. The pounding within, Oh God, my soul. Is someone passing by? My voice is frozen stuck in my throat. Could I have screamed out bold? Suddenly it’s over, my attacker has left damaged good’s spent. Feeling like trodden clover. Oh God, I can’t look myself in the eye. Did I bring this on? Being mauled this way I began to cry. Can I ever hold my head up again Will I ever walk in safety? Can I bear another attack, From these raping memories? Fearing another, I don’t look back. |
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dhuron Member
since 2000-03-19
Posts 476 |
As always Joel, your poem is so powerful and I am left in awe. Such Dark Dark feelings here... Daniel The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, not the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship." --Ralph Waldo Emerson |
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tracie66 Member Elite
since 2000-01-18
Posts 4713Australia |
Joel~ A sad thing to read, when something like this happens we are totally stripped of everything inside and out. Hugs and loving thoughts sent your way Tracie~ Let your spirit and soul once again run free Free of the hurt we cannot see Let the strength of others help you through Strength given from me to you Keep all the windows of your mind open Anne Rooks |
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Irish Rose Member Patricius
since 2000-04-06
Posts 10263 |
it is the memories that torture afterwards, this was almost impossible to read because it is so vivid and... so true Kathleen |
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sKiTtLeS Member
since 2000-04-12
Posts 113wisconsin, u.s.a. |
You've done it again, Joel. Taking yourself to the limit all the time. This is truly impressive. So much strength and meaning. Great job. Still hoping the best for you. sKiTtLeS~ "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." -the words of a friend |
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sKiTtLeS Member
since 2000-04-12
Posts 113wisconsin, u.s.a. |
Joel- I couldn't open your recent e-mail, because I have to register with a new address. So as soon as I get that taken care of, I'll drop you a note. Your friend, sKiTtLeS~ |
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SpitFire Member Elite
since 2000-04-19
Posts 2396 |
~such a raw and chilling piece....great expression here  |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
Raw screams of pain Joel, but I hear you when you cry for help, and I love you to Dad.. Wonderful powerful work here A heart and soul are not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others... ~Isis~ (Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit) |
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Scarlet Lady Member
since 2000-02-11
Posts 242Midwest |
Joel......this painfully, yet so wonderfully communicated poetry, IS my life...... spent before me in your words. You my friend have seen what seems like many sorrows and joys, and it has caused you to reach into the depths of your soul to live??? I enjoyed this, and want to read more of your works! Thanks for sharing your gift! I would like to email some time if you do that sort of thing????? Lynne |
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