EVERY DAY

Lend me your eyes so I might see
The flaws I have and who to be
I wish I could, but I know all to well
Nothing will ever change me
I`m trapped inside eternal hell
I never chose or wanted to be
I truly hate this being i`ve become

And closing my eyes I hope I never
Never ever I`ll have to open'em again
I`m getting tired
Blinded by lies
Exhausted by words
I can`t tell what`s real anymore

Something holds me, squeezes me tight
All the time, it never lets go
But now more firmly than ever
And it hurts more than ever

I beg you please let me sleep tonight
Please make it good
I think I`ve earned it
Please do it right
I`m running out of light

No one has killed me as many times as you
Over and over you take your blade
Out of my back and into my heart
Pushing it deeper and harder every time
And twisting your knife you kill me again
I`m dead again
I`m dead again

I bleed my feelings on a white sheet
I colour the blank page red
It leaves me bloodless and pale
While the crimson pain thunder in my head

But still the hardest part for me is
To understand that even though you do all this
I love you more than ever
I love you more than words can say
And every day it`s killing me
You`re killing me every day