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I Feel Nothing Anymore
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I Feel Nothing Anymore |
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~darkangel~ New Member
since 1999-12-18
Posts 8 |
I FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE DECEMBER 15, 1998 I FEEL ANGER. I FEEL RAGE. I FEEL NOTHING BUT DEATH. I CAN’T SEEM TO FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMORE. I FEEL SORROW. I FEEL HIGH ON LOVE THAT WON’T COME TRUE. I FEEL SADNESS. I CAN’T SEEM TO FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMORE. I FEEL HATRED AGAINST EVERY HUMAN BEING THAT HAS BETRAYED MY TRUST. I HAVE NO TEARS LEFT TO CRY. I FEEL LIKE DEATH IS TAKING OVER MY MIND, SOUL, AND BODY. I CAN’T SEEM TO FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMORE. I NO LONGER CARE. I FEEL NO LOVE FOR ANYONE. I FEEL I LIKE I WILL HAVE NO ONE TO LOVE ME. I CAN’T SEEM TO FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMORE. I FEEL AN EVIL BEING TAKING OVER MY SOUL I FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE. I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO FIGHT FOR. I CAN’T FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMORE. I FEEL LOVE FOR SOMEONE WHO WON’T LOVE ME BACK. I FEEL AS IF I CAN’T GO ON LOVING ANYMORE. |
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Gemini Senior Member
since 1999-12-15
Posts 1203Wisconsin, USA |
The feelings in your words struck me. You will feel, you w-i-l-l feel. I've spent about the last 8 years of 10 years of marriage, without feeling. Then I started developing feelings for someone. Though it was wrong to fall in love with a married man and me being a married woman, it did teach me that a person is capable of loving again. I can't give you any sure fire answers or long it will take for you to feel, but if you are able to write, hold on to that feeling by a thread and have faith! Everything falls in place some how. Believe! |
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Dark Enchantress Senior Member
since 1999-07-27
Posts 1258meet Morgana |
You always feel and will always feel, whether you know it or not. Whether you want to except it or not. Trust me, this is coming from someone who has been described as inhuman quite a few times by different people because of lack of emotion. Or supposed lack of emotion. Humans tend to be stronger than they actually give themselves credit for. Hang in there and I know it'll get better but that's only if you're willing to let it. There's always something to fight for...if not someone else, yourself. And you have to believe that you're worth it. |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
I felt the sorrow in this. Gemini is right though you will and are quite capable of loving again. There is more love out there for you.. friends, family, animals, children, and somewhere another man who will treat you right. Don't give up even though you feel like doing so. And in the meantime you can vent all your frustration here in the Dark Forum. That is what it is for, and is a great relief to us all at times  What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul. ~Isis~ (Daughter of Mystery) |
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JennyLee Senior Member
since 1999-09-01
Posts 1461Northwestern, NJ. |
Loved reading this DA. The next to the last line is so true of many people. Thanks for sharing this. Glad I didn't miss this one!!! Jenny Love is an attempt at penetrating another being,But it can only succeed if the surrender is mutual. |
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danni Senior Member
since 1999-11-20
Posts 688wisconsin |
I have felt this too. But keep in mind, it will take one amazing person to bring those feelings back to you. And you will know then the true feeling of love. nice work DA. |
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Bojopy Member
since 2000-01-03
Posts 391 |
I'm not trying to solutionize this poem and by the way I can relate. But holding feelings in will only create more feelings so do what alot people do and write to US. That is what I do!!!!!!! Bojopy |
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