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~~Trying To Find Something In Me~~
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~~Trying To Find Something In Me~~ |
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starboards Member
since 1999-10-14
Posts 467longwood, florida |
***Maybe this is the root of my depression, but i'm not sure yet*** They say I look like her Some say i have her smile All of these things become boring and really old after awhile I've never met her or searched her out because I'm afraid she will hurt me and I can do better without They say I have his hair Some say I share his personality I always find myself staring at the mirror trying to find something in me But I've never met him he's just a couple of chromosomes given to me to make me whole given to make me forever alone Of course, they had no idea it was just something unplanned but i had no choice in this In this, my opinion was banned. < !signature--> ************************* "It would take an acrobat, I've already tried all that, I'm gonna let him fly" -Dixie Chicks ************************* [This message has been edited by starboards (edited 12-20-1999).] |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
Honey are you adopted?? I am, met my biological Mum 7 years ago, and I'm meeting my Dad for the first time on Dec 21st??? This is another thing we may have in common. The poem is beautiful I always wondered you know?? What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul. ~Isis~ (Daughter of Mystery) |
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starboards Member
since 1999-10-14
Posts 467longwood, florida |
Yes, in fact, I'm adopted and I'm having a hard time dealing with it subconsciencely, when did you find out that you were adopted?? ************************* "It would take an acrobat, I've already tried all that, I'm gonna let him fly" -Dixie Chicks ************************* |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
I was 5, had a rough time dealing with it during puberty and the teenage years. You could not find them back then. When I was 25 the laws changed found Mum really quickly, Dad I shall meet next week. I know every emotion you are dealing with hon. I'll talk to you about it anytime. I have found a few others in passions who are involved with adoptions too, you certainly aren't alone. But next time I think we'd better discuss this subject via the email??  What the inner voice says will NOT disappoint the hoping soul. ~Isis~ (Daughter of Mystery) |
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starboards Member
since 1999-10-14
Posts 467longwood, florida |
ok...will do! ashley ************************* "It would take an acrobat, I've already tried all that, I'm gonna let him fly" -Dixie Chicks ************************* |
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FreeByrd Member
since 1999-11-03
Posts 267 |
Well you've found a wonderful family here. Your words come across extremely genuine, truely a work of feelings. -RS There must be some kinda way out of here... say the joker to the thief There's to much confusion, I can't get no relief - Hendrix |
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starboards Member
since 1999-10-14
Posts 467longwood, florida |
Freebyrd-- what will i ever do w/out you?? you make me realize things that i wouldnt have because i'm often blind...thanks a lot! ashley |
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JOY 14 Senior Member
since 1999-09-22
Posts 1419Wisconsin USA |
I was pretty sure reading this, that you were adopted or had never met or knew your real parents. It's quite clear. JOY |
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Sven
since 1999-11-23
Posts 14937East Lansing, MI USA |
You may have indeed found it my friend. . . I must echo Freebird's comments and say that you have found a family here. . . we are all here for you Starboards. . . may you find that which you seek. . . Good luck. . . That which gives light must endure burning --Victor Frankl |
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Fairy Colours Member
since 1999-12-02
Posts 169Sunrise,Fl,US |
Yup. I gotta go with everyone else and say welcome to the family. Great poem. --A Little Fairy-- |
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