Open Poetry #32 |
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Swallowing Pride |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines ![]() |
Swallowing Pride I try the pick-me-ups: weeding, gardening, things I love to do no matter how much they make me sweat. I try the word to word thoughts to another, and another, of those who I care about and those who leave me their words behind. But even those dear-to-me experiences can't help the loss I feel when I am in need of the mood of open say*, when I am weighted down with a moment's call and a voice telling me "not today". First reactions, the beginning fear of being alone with no comfort, just pulling those weeds, yanking them, kicking them into piles, too angry to pick them up yet... For today is not a "good day" and she is shutting me out in her pain. * thank you TD M "Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less." (Will Moss) |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
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JL Member Ascendant
since 2004-04-01
Posts 6128Texas, USA |
Venting is good... JL ![]() She said: ”You look cute in the dark.” |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
sometimes people need room to allow the dust to settle...and do not mean to shut anyone out...simply, they need time to think...? Many hugs sent your way... |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
"kicking weeds" -- Been there..... hope it works out. ![]() |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Perhaps she just needs time to be alone with her thoughts. Heart hugs. ~Somewhere in my heart I'm always |
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