i feel myself slipping
into a dark place
tears block the light
from my face
my heart is heavy
full of pain
once full of love
was it all i vain
my body is weak
from lack of touch
or a warm embrace
that i miss so much
again you come
in late
full of lies
alcohal and hate
your cheating
heart
rips my soul
apart
buttons you push
so the fight begins
now you justify
with my sanity,to win
i am not crazy
nor am i blind
lies and alcohal
haven't done you to kind
play me
for a fool
use me
as your greeds tool
never again
will i let you break
my spirit
or be another's heartache
you better
think again
which one
can win
one so full
of alcohal and drugs
or one clean
only full of love and needing hugs