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jellybeans
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since 2000-10-13

Posts 2298

0 posted 2004-03-04 02:43 PM

canvas blanked

wanting to die
but not quite able
swallows sanity

in waters swirl
brush paints erase

once gaudily inked
pain filled words

now softly bleed
into pastels

deluges have no
particulars

a little blue pill has
the canvas
blanked

[This message has been edited by jellybeans (03-05-2004 09:20 AM).]

Sunshine

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Member Empyrean

since 1999-06-25

Posts 63354
Listening to every heart

1 posted 2004-03-04 02:50 PM

Ah honey...

...I know.
You continue to be in my prayers.

Marge Tindal

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since 1999-11-06

Posts 42384
Florida's Foreverly Shores

2 posted 2004-03-04 03:11 PM

OhSweetJellyGirl~
I'll hold your tears tenderly ...
until you can get through this time~
And you will get through it, sweetie~
I promise~

Prayers ... continue for you dear one~
*HUGLETS*
~*Marge*~

~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost,
the spirit rejoices over what it has left.
- Sufi epigram <))><

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suthern

Member Seraphic

since 1999-07-29

Posts 20723
Louisiana

3 posted 2004-03-04 03:31 PM

Sometimes the colors hurt our eyes as much as the breath hurts the lungs... blank and numb are survival techniques. *S*

Or so I hope? *S*

I feel this one to the bone, my friend... and admire your ability to write it. *S*

Betty
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since 2002-08-13

Posts 1159
Virginia

4 posted 2004-03-04 05:11 PM

This is great. Your pain is felt deeply in these words. Want you to know you are in my thoughts & prayers.
Betty

SEA

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Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

5 posted 2004-03-04 05:11 PM

..this is amazing....
*hugs*

Enchantress
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since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

6 posted 2004-03-04 05:49 PM

Heart hugs sweetie...you are still in my prayers.

~I've loved you forever, in lifetimes before~

muted

Member Elite

since 2004-01-15

Posts 2949
Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving

7 posted 2004-03-04 07:20 PM

the colours will return, but until then, i hold you in my heart and wishes.

Trillium

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since 2001-03-09

Posts 12098
Idaho, USA

8 posted 2004-03-04 07:41 PM

I'm so sorry life has taken such a hard turn for you! It's tough to get through, but one of these days, you will feel better.
I've been where you are and know what it's like! Saying prayers for you.

Love
Betty Lou

Betty Lou Hebert

Martie

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since 1999-09-21

Posts 28049
California

9 posted 2004-03-04 07:45 PM

jellybeans...I continue to hold you in my thoughts.

ice
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since 2003-05-17

Posts 3404
Pennsylvania

10 posted 2004-03-04 08:29 PM

The strength of this poem is in how it reflects the tenacity of its writer...someone who can put words in a form such as this will survive, The pain here is not surfactant, it is felt deeply in the way the words are laid out in solemn steps...Yet unwavering, to me a sign of intense love and true bravery...which (also to me) is not acting without fear in a bad situation, but being afraid and still being able to function...May whatever God you believe in bless you with continence of that ability....
___________ice
><>

Balladeer

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since 1999-06-05

Posts 25505
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA

11 posted 2004-03-04 08:49 PM

1slick_lady
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since 2000-12-22

Posts 6088
standing on a shadow's lace

12 posted 2004-03-04 08:57 PM

jb...i have missed you so much...you words etch my parched skin and write words from freckle to freckle...you are always in my thoughts...helen

Startime55
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since 2003-04-05

Posts 2148
Alberta, Canada

13 posted 2004-03-04 09:47 PM

Heartfelt pain bleeds from your words...my heart goes out to you..

passing shadows
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since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

14 posted 2004-03-05 03:40 AM

and my heart is with you too

jellybeans
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since 2000-10-13

Posts 2298

15 posted 2004-03-05 09:22 AM

thank you all so much.....there is not an icon that is crying and smiling at the same time, so just know that your comments touch deeply and on a day that I needed much to be hugged....thank you again....you guys don't know how much you mean to me

Bonnie j
Senior Member

since 2003-06-27

Posts 1588
Ohio

16 posted 2004-03-05 03:41 PM

A great big hug coming your way from Ohio.
Love Bon-Bon

Toerag
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since 1999-07-29

Posts 5622
Ala bam a

17 posted 2004-03-05 03:52 PM

Honey, some of them blue pills have left my mind blank......You're a strong lady, I know that, I've seen the muscles in your legs and have heard your mind at work...you bad...and sweet, and so damn good looking....you know Toe's thinking about ya....(not just your mental well being, but erotically too)

Grover
Senior Member

since 2004-01-27

Posts 1967
London, ON, Canada

18 posted 2004-03-05 04:03 PM

I'm sad for you. Grover.

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