Teen Poetry #7 |
Monster under the bed |
lilibeelee Member
since 2001-07-12
Posts 143 |
Dark memories haunt my life As I try to push them away They come back again Like they are here to stay I know I can't forget the pain I know I can remember every detail Its sick, Its sick, It makes me sick Was it all just a nightmare? Because I've had so many Was it all just nothing? If it was then why is it so vivid? Why is it so real? I can see the laughing faces it haunts my mind just when i think i've rid of it It comes back again I can't feel normal I can't feel trust These nightmares of angry monsters They dont compare These monsters in the closet They dont compare I wish I could know if what happend was true I wish there was some way, that I could end this I need to know if this nightmare exists I haven't told a soul They'd think I was crazy I haven't told because I am scared I am so scared of what might happen I am scared of being vunerable again I am scared of what monster I might unleash Would it then go away if I talked I can't express how this has stalled so many things So many times Ive tried to love So many times, I let it happen So many times I just watch As my life is taken away Do I have no control? I can't do this anymore I can't watch myself destruct I was so young What have I done to deserve that what have I done? I couldnt stop it then So what makes me think it will end now I want to think Im stronger Then I rember,and I freze I want to belive I can make it I forget,then somehow I rember End this pain please someone Take an eraser and berid of this nightmare in my mind even so it still exists, the monster under the bed |
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branden726
since 2000-09-25
Posts 607Bay City, MI |
Wow, Nice poem.. Ya know its hard to imagine if the person writting the poem has some kinda connection with what they wrote... I am getting this image in my head that is truly sad and depressing. I hope what my image is isnt what really what this poem is about. Nice way to express yourself.. If you need help remember WE ARE HERE! |
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infinite disaster Member
since 2003-06-01
Posts 69Illinois |
good. I am proof that the heart is a risky fuel to burn. |
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broken627 Member
since 2003-11-26
Posts 66Eugene Oregon |
so much emotion i love it!your very talented cant wait to hear more...! -*-broken627-*- when there was so much left to say you were soft-spoken in the hardest way endless waiting for those things, you could never say you always knew, How to break my day Jacks broken heart [This message has been edited by broken627 (12-03-2003 10:48 PM).] |
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