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kissa~rachelle
Senior Member

since 2003-11-27

Posts 988
nowhere special

0 posted 2005-06-01 04:53 PM

i think i have insomnia...
i think its getting bad..
i cant stop thinking about
everything that makes me sad.

It seems i cannot eat
without feeling queasy
My insomnia is killing me
i can no longer sleep easy.

nightmares haunt me
with dreams full of hate.
dreams that make me wonder..
dreams that tempt my faith.

i cant seem to let my self forget.
i cant get him off my mind...
i dont think love is something
I will ever find.

he uses this against me..
he play with my mind
he tryies to trick my soul..
into crossing that red line.

i dont know how to fight him..
i try to trust my faith..
he just tempts my heart so much...
sometimes i really dont feel safe.

so i lay in bed at night..
read the bible and pray.
i pray for his presence here
to quickly go away.

~karissa

I ask why, but in my mind,
I find i cant really rely on myself.
~~~Linkin Park~~~

I_dont_know_me
Junior Member

since 2003-12-08

Posts 48
UK, Cymru

1 posted 2005-06-04 07:25 AM

wow, i love it! its exactly how i feel at this very moment! thanks for a great read im definately adding to my library.
<3 Emma <3

SEA

Moderator

Member Seraphic

since 2000-01-18

Posts 22676
with you

2 posted 2005-06-04 11:40 AM

keep reading your Bible...that is an excellent choice when you feel like that...and know that you can ask for angels to be around you at any time.

WinterWren
Senior Member

since 2002-12-01

Posts 1044
...Coming to

3 posted 2005-06-05 10:35 PM

I can relate to this so well. Excellent write, I really love it. Good last stanza too.
Thanks for sharing, this is going in my library.

If I could fall asleep tonight
you know I’d dream of you
and wake up wondering
why my heart is so cold
~WinterWren~

kissa~rachelle
Senior Member

since 2003-11-27

Posts 988
nowhere special

4 posted 2005-06-07 10:59 PM

thanks guys...i havent felt that way in awhile...i wrote this one day...even though its not how i really felt anymore..or maybe i wrote it because subconciously i felt that way..i really dont know...but everytime i read it i want to cry...
thanks for the comments...i was hoping you would like it...and i felt like i needed to share it.
<3 karissa

I ask why, but in my mind,
I find i cant really rely on myself.
~~~Linkin Park~~~

littlemiss
Junior Member

since 2006-02-26

Posts 16

5 posted 2006-03-02 05:26 PM

I love this poem, I can really relate to it, its nice to find someone who understands if you get me, it really makes you think.

xxxxxx

tearsoflove13762
Member

since 2004-09-05

Posts 488
Texas.. and yes i have an accent

6 posted 2006-03-02 07:06 PM

kissa ill be prayin for you~~~

how did you break my heart when it wasn't whole to start?

aol sn- tearsoflove13762

the_girl_next_door
Senior Member

since 2006-02-26

Posts 591
USA

7 posted 2006-03-02 07:35 PM

I loved this poem.. and I will also keep you in my prayers. There was I think only 1 spelling error. other than that.. It was great

~Heather

Desire nothing except desirelessness. Hope for nothing except to rise above all hopes.
Want nothing & you will have everything.

Free_Spirit07
Member

since 2006-01-29

Posts 222
The middle of my mind!

8 posted 2006-03-02 09:10 PM

This is deep...umm and i understand it very well!

x0x0
Free_Spirit07
~%#*So far from perfect!*#%~
~%#*So far from life and living!*#%~

latteaddict213

Senior Member

since 2006-02-17

Posts 523
Colorado

9 posted 2006-03-04 11:21 PM

Deep....I like it.

Jessica

    Character is what you
      do when you think that
         no one is loking--??

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