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Is he pointing at little ol' me??????
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Is he pointing at little ol' me?????? |
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Sweetest Sorrow X Member
since 2004-01-19
Posts 146From a cradle to a casket 
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I'm crazy. I'm sure if I went to some Ph D wielding expert on emotion problems I'd come out of the office labeled. But I don't mind this. I feel like if I tried to deal with everything that made me who I am I'd come out a different person. I don't want to sacrifice what I am just so I'm not sad sometimes. I need misery, I need the span of emotions. I refuse to down some prescription that alters my perceptions. And makes me able to "survive." The trick isn't being told you're nuts and then finding some college graduate to tell you what to do. It is to deal with it yourself. I dont need some guy with a pad and pen to tell me I'm not over the things my father did to my mother. I don't need some guy with thick glasses and a beard to hmm and and take notes about how I am too easy infatuated with really amazing people. I know that's how I am. but that's how I am. The only things I alter and change are things I feel need to be altered.. And lately only one thing seems to make me unhappy to the point I need to change. And I will. And the doctor isn't in. I choose my company by the beating of their hearts |
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Marshalzu  
since 2001-02-15
Posts 2681Lurking |
I really raw and emotional write, thank you for sharing this with us  Andrew |
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Lexy Senior Member
since 2003-01-28
Posts 1038California |
Oh man. This one hit home. I feel the same way. I was put on meds. when I was 14 and convinced by my mother and doctor that I "needed" them. I just recently went off of them. It's mind over matter for me. and I feel so much better. So much of america is medicated. I love how real your writing is. |
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