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I AM AN IDIOT
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I AM AN IDIOT |
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sweet_cute_palestinian04 Member
since 2004-04-11
Posts 418Earth |
how can i change me? how can i change the new me? the new person that hurts people with what i do.. the new person who will never learn im soo sick of screwing up and never learning.. im soo sick of making people soo angry at me.. and you know what?..i still never learn.. i am an idiot... so dont trust me.. even though i am trying.. i screwed up millions of times but guess i just dont learn.. i get punished and im still on punish..but i guess i dont learn..... i wish to change into a whole new person and just change now ... but they say chnaging takes time... changing takes tears and memeories.. sometimes i even get scared ofmyself... i do the thing and than i cry for forgiveness... is a guy i met on internet,,reallly worth it?? is a guy i met on internet worth to loose trust from my family?? but i guess i desreve to be punished and desreve to live in helll....forever.... but if there's away of me changing i pray to god to change it.. please,please,please,please, PLEASEEEEEEEE |
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Greeneyes  
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
sometimes we all do foolish things for love, but will say this, the loss of family is never worth it....follow your heart, it will tell you best....heart hugssss ~~**~~ |
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kissa~rachelle Senior Member
since 2003-11-27
Posts 988nowhere special |
Hey... I can totally relate to this, except, a guy on the internet isnt what i keep on doing. I keep doing things to myself and doing things tha hurt me worse than anyone else, and i didnt think i would ever learn, but i am trying to stop doing it. It is hard, because it's addicting. I know exactly how u feel, but things do get better, and yea, it does take time to change, but it is not impossible. Trust me, i have been there, and am still there, but i think that i can change, and i also think u can too! God Bless, you! And always remember, even if you arent a christian or dont beleive in god, "All things are done through CHrist our savior" Or think that is how it goes. I have just started reading the Bible again, so sorry if that isnt how it is exactly. Like i said, Amazing write. I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling |
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sweet_cute_palestinian04 Member
since 2004-04-11
Posts 418Earth |
lolololol....first of all thank you my sister greeneyes...i thank u soo much...and secondly kissa lolol..sis..yea i know i am a muslim ... i pray to god everyday to change me ...and i am changing alittle by alittle hopefully will get to a point to make every-1 proud and especially people i love and respect thanks again/..god bless u sis.. lovezzzz |
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aussie teen Member
since 2003-09-27
Posts 396Australia |
this is a really good write... family should eb worth more to you than anything else. no matter what you get promised online dont take it for 100% truth, i have done that and it almost cost me my family, as well as my friends... its just not worth it... keep up the writing girl. BIG HUGZ!!!  |
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*Alli4000*
since 2004-03-21
Posts 3188The World of Poetry |
Great write. I am totally speechless!!!  ~Alli~ |
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Fleur Member
since 2004-04-09
Posts 103 |
Excellent, sis.. Loved it! -Peace- |
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sweet_cute_palestinian04 Member
since 2004-04-11
Posts 418Earth |
thank u all so much for ur replies once again and espcially flur...i thank u soo much sis...peace outt...lovezz |
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