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Sikanda Member
since 2002-10-08
Posts 54 |
I wander all alone surrounded by a thick mist of my own insecurities and doubts darkness drowning out my cries I wander not knowing where I'll end up but don't you dare say I am lost I don't need you to save my soul Don't preach to me your hate-filled doctrines Here where I dwell love is the only law and salvation has already been given You don't need to shed a tear for me put flowers on my grave - or pray I will turn from my wicked ways I'll earn my own way into heaven - or hell it doesn't matter - my beliefs, my faith is my own only god can see my innermost heart and soul You can sit there and say that I am wrong and I have been deceived What I believe is wrong and I am dancing with the devil - communing with pure evil but do you have the right to judge me? "let he without sin cast the first stone" I may wander but I'm not lost and the only deceiving being done is me deceiving myself into trying to be something I'm not My path is my own to trod and I don't need any company on my journey My end, is my end my choices my own to make I take responsibility for my actions I will be held accountable for everything I do - good or bad I will not lay blame elsewhere - say evil spirits tempted me to sin and I'll leave you to your own way if you'll leave me to mine Condemn me if you feel you must Denounce me from your pulpits Say I am going to Hell - if I do not repent but I have nothing I need to be forgiven for and any hell I go too will be of my own making I will not bow down and worship a false god - for my god lives within me I am Her and She is me I to seek the Light I am tired of having to hide - what I am and what I believe because I am scared of what people might say or do no-one would understand my feelings - people fear what they do not know and hate what they fear Thank you for your concern but I'm fine, just fine Yes I may wander but I'm definitely not lost! And my faith is - I'll end up somewhere I know I'll end up somewhere! [This message has been edited by Sikanda (04-15-2004 12:07 PM).] |
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River Senior Member
since 2003-09-16
Posts 627my own little world |
It sounds like you got finger pointed at by someone who was trying to hard. to desperate. it happens a lot and I'm sorry it happened to you. People like the ones you described make me ashamed to be a part of the same, or any "religion". but then again maybe I'm not. oh well. I hope you wander in the right direction...and if you want to talk to someone about this write or anything on your mind who's not gonna judge you or look down...or any of the things you just described...e-mail me. (if you don't that's fine too)... kryptonite@freakmusic.every1.net and about the write in itself, i thought it was very good, you expressed your feelings in a great way, good imagery, I could see the whole thing. ok, anyways i'll ttyl. - River sleep my precious slumber |
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Sikanda Member
since 2002-10-08
Posts 54 |
Just a quick note I have absolutely nothing against Christians or the Christian faith... unless of course they feel the need to "preach" to me and try to convert me. That really annoys me! But I was baptized as a Lutheran and I still have a lot beliefs from that area -- but I also have a lot of beliefs from the pagan area as well. I guess you could call me a Christo-Pagan. I'm not scared to admit that I have absolutely no idea about anything! One thing though that I believe to be absolutely true is that GOD IS LOVE and any religion that preaches love cannot be evil. |
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Sikanda Member
since 2002-10-08
Posts 54 |
*double post* |
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River Senior Member
since 2003-09-16
Posts 627my own little world |
ok, that's kool, i didn't think you had anything against Christians, and I agree there are things wrong with some of (us) but yeah, like i said, if there is anything you want to talk about with me... please feel free, I like to talk about it out of curiousity of what other people think. I kindove try to keep an open mind...you know what I'm saying? ok, ttyl. - River sleep my precious slumber |
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