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prize Member
since 2008-11-21
Posts 116 |
(fyi, 54/543 - the numbers on the roxicet painkiller, which started me on my path of addiction - this is the story of my life using up to this day...thanks in advance for reading, P) 5-4…5-4-3 You were my love You set me free 1-2…3-4-5 Swallow this instant I feel alive 6-7…8-9-10 My love is waning Try again and again Losing count…add 2 ‘pins’ I need you greatly I can no longer win 5-4…5-4-3 Got rid of you Can’t meet my needs Dilaudid 10’s My new found love Up the ante once again 10…20…30, add a drink I’m out of control I can no longer think Cannot count – nothing’s left Your lies glisten my body In streams of sweat Pretty ‘dollies’ 1-2-3 What on earth Is happening to me? 2 tiny bags of cellophane I use to numb The incessant pain 5-4…3-2-1 It has to end I’ve come undone 1-2-3…steps like lead The love I knew Will no longer be fed Onward now…4-5-6 Remember the pain Quicksand so thick 1 year…move ahead You were never my love You wanted me dead 19 days…2 years for me A watchful eye evermore On my recovery Infinitely an addict Although now clean Never can I ever forget 5-4…5-4-3 You are always there Waiting for me |
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axi Junior Member
since 2008-11-16
Posts 43NewYork |
holy sh#t....this is simply amazing...wow, blown away...i read this like 10 times in a row... |
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prize Member
since 2008-11-21
Posts 116 |
thank you, axi you are encouraging me to write it is helping me the thought of 2 years clean scares me i know so well it could be gone in an instant if i make the wrong choice p |
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