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Dark Poetry #4

All That Is Left

tatalinia
Member

since 2005-12-17

Posts 137
CA, US

0 posted 2007-05-02 12:04 PM

So you think hes lucky?
maybe his side of the story is different
maybe you're just blind to the truth
or maybe surely he is a fool
and will regret his mistake down the road

I do not know the answers
or what the future holds for him and i
possibly nothing at all but memories

do not envy him for he should not be envied
am I not only just a girl?
what I had was not enough an he walked away

would of given anything for him
giving up so much just for his time
in the end i reap what I sowed in my past

tears will fall for a long time
but honestly I have asked for these days
when I hurt a many hearts myself
and never thought much of it til to late
including you
can't take back the things i have done
but I can change the future

I will give love a rest
bury it for now maybe even forever
the day I lost him was the day I lost hope
and realized theres no such thing as a happy ending

I longed for that white dress an roses
on the day I would of seen his face
I would of said "I do"
I would of been a good wife

though we will never attend that day
when I would of given my all to him
least it was fun while it lasted right?
least I smiled for a moment

really wanted you to attend that wedding
see what you helped create
but in the end the book was never finished
we closed one chapter to soon

can't fix what was done
but I can hold on to the little I have
my heart beats and my tears for him
forgive me I know instead it should of been you
but we do not know the meanings to why things arent
just have to accept life as it comes
and hope in the end everything makes sense

I do not need shine or wealth, just a pen and some paper for my health

ladylisa
Member

since 2007-04-29

Posts 342
Florida USA

1 posted 2007-05-03 02:20 PM

This is so true, we never really understand the pain we have caused, until we reep what we have sown. Great emotions.

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