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River Senior Member
since 2003-09-16
Posts 627my own little world |
Whenever I say "whatever" pressure builds and conscience collides every time it's whispered "I don't care" I hear screams and failure to choke inside every time. and now... it's enough. pushed back into reality I see the decaying lie, angered truth, a distorted trap I allowed him to lure me to. and I break. down. to the ground. where i belong. tortured silence allows contemplation. but it's never over. I see her betray him devour and then she pushes him away too late too much I don't like her. want to kill him. but I'm jerked back and force fed my own words "Whatever" "I don't care" then hear screams and failure to choke inside my God, my God...I want to hide. what do you want from me? I understand forgiveness but there must be more I can feel this isn't over and my conscience bleeds. "Stained by the sun, I can see colors...colors of mercy washing over me." - 3 Minutes From Home |
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green_itchy_stuff Senior Member
since 2003-06-26
Posts 1929New Caney, Tx |
After forgivness comes patience/ long suffering. Learing how to cope with it. Yeah I've definitely had my share. Like punching myself in the face out of persistent and constant frustration, which does eventually end. And in this case leave me with a headache. -GIS Corruption is caused by holes in obedience to God. |
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