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darkness_witch Senior Member
since 2003-12-03
Posts 516Underneath |
Why do I look deep inside For someone I am not? Why do I try so hard To be this being I am not? Who can I blame For my loneliness? Because they always say “Never think it is your own fault” So who can I blame? I search for answers In my pillow With red tears streaming from my leg I search Wishing upon all the stars As I lie on my back on the sand Staring above “I wish I was normal” Trying so hard to act happy Trying so hard to make mysalf better But there always that voice in my head Causing me so much pain Dancing the scissors And watching them play Laughing manically As I feel a little more pain Wondering what went wrong Thinking of my turning point I can’t put my finger on it Just like I can’t tell when it will end But all I know for sure Is that everything will be better Once I have a wooden lid over My deranged head nirvana means freedom from pain, suffering and the external world. |
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Hollow_Emptiness Senior Member
since 2004-02-01
Posts 715New Zealand |
Dying seems less sad than having lived too little. The one thing worse than being an ugly duckling in a house full of swans, is having the swans pretend there is no difference. Some days are just a total waste of makeup. I know I have a heart. Because I can feel it breaking. It hurts more to smile in front of everyone, than it does to cry alone. I could reel off a hundred more of these, but this is the one I want to show you: For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.' I don't know what I'm trying to do here...boost your self-esteem? Be yourself. Be Sophie. Start over again. I'd love to meet you  No seriously. The part that got to me the most was the trying to pinpoint the exact time when it changed. I do that too, but then again I still have not found my reason.Hollow. Courtney. I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. - Gary Jules, Mad World. |
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silhouetted Senior Member
since 2004-01-30
Posts 537New Zealand |
Dancing the scissors And watching them play Laughing manically As I feel a little more pain so good. god sophie u r an amazing soul. u are extremely normal. in my eyes. in everyone decent's eyes. but if not in ur own, we all feel out of place. im not normal, oh well, don't feel like u have to be. breaks my heart to see u like this  loved this opem. Yes this opem. not poem spelt wrong, *cough*, but that amazing OPEM of yours. GOOD WORK CHICA! (right on sister) LOR your the only one keeping me alive |
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