Dark Poetry #4 |
Born Into... |
yv Senior Member
since 2003-05-30
Posts 574 |
As I walk away from myself I see parts of me that I don't like The outer shell of my existence is Lived in sour solitude Misery I vomit on myself images of an Unreal picture of me I don't see See that every part of me is As false as the day as I waas born I was born into believing that I was okay and Everything that hurt me was Absolute nothingness Born into believing that Pain was a state of mind However, my mind is Cloudy Born into a world that I Could not control myself But need not be controlled by Life By the end of everything I will have forgotten myself My imperfection bothers me Yet, my life was hollowed out As a sugar cookie And I didn't deserve any pity, so Refused to accept any, but I cried My eyes red as the earth And melted into self doubt Undeserving of love I feel I ask too much of love Without being kind Love overcomes me My one true And all the pieces between Escape me when I feel so low Undeserving of care I shape my life in essence as A syndicated stereotype What I am is to no one Sincere Not even my inner soul can Feel emotions other than Personal betrayal Yv-Goddess of Her Domain. Symbol of Truth Passion Pain. Let Her Smile Rain on the Hearts of the Innocent. |
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green_itchy_stuff Senior Member
since 2003-06-26
Posts 1929New Caney, Tx |
Maybe self-control would make a difference. Not meant as an insult, just a statement. -GIS God blesses. |
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