Open Poetry #30 |
This Ache |
Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
this ache inside continues to grow it has no release, nowhere to go never can I catch a break it seems the pain continues on endlessly people keep getting hurt, and nothing I can do just watching it all crumble, tearing my heart in two I pray every night for a better tomorrow still though, am consumed with all this sorrow why? i don't understand for the life of me why can't my heart be set free? now I'm worried about my Dad, because of last night he's having chest pains, how I love that man with all my might I'd cry, but what's the use, just a waste of tears Still left here I am with the same fears Finally, I'm speaking up and saying what I feel Maybe that's good I don't know, just makes it more real This heart can't take anymore, the pain just goes on and on I feel it in my heart, my soul, my mind, that something is very wrong I hear the whispers from the heaven, sending down a message to me I can't understand what is being said though, but the signs I do see So Mom if you are up there, please send me some of your angel grace I need to feel a moment of calm and peace, if only a trace God, if you are listening, as I know that you are Your children down here need help, please before it's too late, and I become just a falling star "love is like a butterfly-- if you chase it, it will surely fly away,instead hold it close and watch it grow into something beautiful" ~me~ [This message has been edited by Aimster (12-10-2003 10:17 AM).] |
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Seymour Tabin Member Empyrean
since 1999-07-07
Posts 31720Tamarac Fla |
Aimster You wil never be a falling star and we all love you. |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Amy, I hope that your father is having a doctor check out those chest pains that he is having. I can imagine how frightening that must be for you. You have been going through so many upheavals in your life and your emotional reserve is being tapped out. Draw strength from your angel Mom. She is by your side. You are not alone. Listen to her with your heart. Sending prayers up for you for a "better tomorrow", Loving, healing, comforting hugs, EA |
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Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
thank you very much sy. i needed to hear that today and thanks for the hug. take care. amy "love is like a butterfly-- |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
how many times I have talked to my mom up there about things down here... this touches me Amy...very deeply |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
I feel the same as Dixie, Amy. My sister and I often talk to our Mom up there.. and ya know what? She can hear every word. Heart hugs to you sweet friend. ~ Let peace begin with me... |
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Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
thank you all for your love and support. it means more to me than you know. happy holidays and best wishes, amy "love is like a butterfly-- |
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skyshine
since 2002-02-07
Posts 3058Beneath the northern stars |
Amy, you could never be a falling star, because we're all here to catch you. ~sky Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone... |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
fear not what you do not understand or have answers for...as they will come, in His time. I write with all due respect....sometimes people believe that are not significantly purposeful unless they have something to worry about...and worry can drive you blind, sick, weak...I know this 1st hand, as my mom and neighbor are like that..a friend once told me, those with the truest of faith allows, in His own time. Allow and worship this very moment...fear not the morrow, for all will come to pass as it should be, with great purpose...if we could look past the negative and view the beauty. I hope in some small way, these words speak and give you some peace Be well and God bless your entire family. Love and hugs Lee J. |
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