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Why Did It All Begin?
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Why Did It All Begin? |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
You were like home to me but I should have known that home would deceive that's all it had ever shown Somehow I felt I belonged Like a warm blanket form All my life by family wronged You always seemed so warm Just once I had some faith Or at least I thought I did Years of try, and wait But who was I trying to kid My future just by virtue of having known you will be affected by your rejection but I just knew it was for love. Blind to the real truth, somehow not mature as I should have been makes me take a look back now and wonder why did it all begin? They say all is for a reason there's purpose that shines You said we were just for a season then why didn't you just leave it behind? I wonder, why did it all begin? toying to get thru a day? but I didn't feel that way, not at all; it felt like sin. Alls not well why did it begin I don't know, can't make sense of it I look back, and know I wouldn’t do it again You kicked me down, my emotions in a pit. Why did it all begin, what was it all for? Something inside me wants to know why. Why was there at one time an open door? Why were we put in each ones path for it to only die? Please know this, I don’t miss any of the hurt, or pain. I just wonder what it was all for Why did we, for so long, remain? Well I will go down with this ship |
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Copperbell Senior Member
since 2003-11-08
Posts 956 |
I enjoyed reading this, so sad... Thanks for sharing Terri. |
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garysgirl  
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Terri, I'm sorry that you feel this way, and hope that you will feel better soon.   |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
SharaRose, sad reading, sad time. It would be nice if you could have the meaning of the time spent. Sometimes we don't figure that out until long after. I hope 2004 is a happy year for you. lol |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
Copperbell thank you for the read. I appreciate the comment. True..it is sad when you don't know it's purpose. Happy New Year to you.  Ethel- I appreciate you so much, but please don't be sorry, because I'm not, I'm relieved. I'm glad it's all over. I still wonder what was the real purpose for that much time out of mine and this person's life. Oh well I guess there are things we will never know. Happy New Year to you and your Gary, too. Love, and Hugs!  Iliana--Maybe you are right. Maybe it will be long down the road, all I know is I'm just glad it's over, and done. Not a thing I would go back to *EVER* again. Not ever! No thank you. Thanks for the read. Happy New Year to you. Terri~  [This message has been edited by SharaRose (12-29-2003 05:07 AM).] |
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Goodknight Member Elite
since 2002-06-15
Posts 2386Ohio, USA |
Very well written "looking back" poem - sad memories are sad but hopefully better memories from the future - thanks for telling me about this poem - Paul |
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Hockeychick19 Member
since 2002-10-29
Posts 430Massachusetts, USA |
Terri, This is soooo sad. I pray that things start bringing you joy and happiness soon. Thank for sharing this with us. Hugs, ~Kelly~ Life is a gift so live it to the fullest! |
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jaicie114 Senior Member
since 2003-09-27
Posts 750On the edge of forever |
Terri... What an incredibly intense write...whew! I know just where you've been...and, sometimes, there just isn't an answer! Just look forward to a brighter and happier time! Thank you for sharing this with us! Love and Light...jc This I know as Truth...we are all Beings of Light. |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
GoodKnight--Thanks Paul for sharing yours. I was reading, and it made me think about this one I was about to submit at the time. Yes it's true I did learn from my mistakes so I do know my future will be happier now. Here's hoping your sad memories turn to joys for you!! Happy New Year to you!!!  HockeyChick--Thank you for stopping to read. This is just me trying to get it all on the outside, and try to figure it all out, but there is one thing I can be sure of, and that's I will be much happier now. Happy New Year! Jaicie--I am sorry you have had to feel this. Life is much clearer now that I am MUCH wiser. It's really too bad people take advantage of the vulnerabilities of others, but they do. Happier times. You bet! Happy New Year to you, and I hope your pain is far behind you. Terri~ |
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