Open Poetry #30 |
Snapping My Heart |
Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
To My Biological Mother How is it that you still affect me so deep The day before I'm to see you I can find no sleep Tears drench me, the rain slapping against the window pane I sit here crying and writing, wondering am I slowly going insane I wish I no longer loved you, but truth is I do You are a part of me, no matter if it makes me blue You play these games with me, snapping my heart like a stick I'm starting to begin to wonder if they are right, and you are just sick? You've held such a power over me, for as long as I can remember Now it all comes down to a fateful day in mid December Please, Becky for the love of God, let me go, or give me a reason to stay As I sit here on this cold lonely night, chasing the demons away "love is like a butterfly-- |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Amy dear, I am so sorry you are feeling so sadly, and that what should be a happy time is ripping you apart inside. Big hugs to you, and please know that I care. |
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Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
thanks lori, your words mean more to me than you know! happy holidays to you hon. take care, Amy "love is like a butterfly-- |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
Amy, things work themselves out over time... personally, from my own experience in being adopted, she already let you go...like mine did 34 years ago. I will never know the reason and I don't really care to. I hate to see you in such pain over this... continue on your journey, and I hope you find what you wish to find...and I'll be here if you need me. hugs Dixie |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
OH Gads you know I know.....HUGSSSSS pretty lady.....you deserve so much peace and more....luv ya hon....sleep well... Lauren~ ~~**~~**~~**~~**~~ |
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Jason Lyle Senior Member
since 2003-02-07
Posts 1438With my darkling |
A beautiful and painful write, and suddenly personal.Nice job. Jason |
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Aimster Member Elite
since 2000-02-19
Posts 4297Charlotte, NC |
thank you all for your wonderful replies from the heart...they mean so much to me during this very difficult time for me... "some wounds will not heal no matter how much time passes by I'm left alone with my thoughts As I sit here and cry" happy holidays, amy "love is like a butterfly-- |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big hugggsssssss) God Bless You, sweet friend, I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, sweet friend, I send many angel comfort hugs your way in hope you and Becky can work everyhing out together happily, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Amy, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "You'll find something that's enough to keep you |
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ParisGrl Senior Member
since 2000-06-01
Posts 610 |
Amy, I'm so sorry hon that she put you through this.. Just know that I will always be here for you. Happy Holidays, Laura |
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jwesley Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563Spring, Texas |
I think love is the nature of life, my friend,and rather than fight what we feel, for whatever reason, we should be thankful for the feeling, and though it is, in many instances, painful to those so blessed, it is a gift not all have. I believe when we love, accept it's power, give it to another inspite of all they do to diminish it's warmth, we become much stronger than they, our fire burns much brighter than their's and we feel the true nature, the power of love in our life . . . and we consequently hurt less than we did before. I truly don't know your situation but from what I read between the lines, I think using your love to warm your soul rather than fighting it's being, will enable you to accept the situation as is, or eventually walk away from it - either way, I think you'll be more at peace within. Sending you a shoulder, a hug, a hand to hold... jwesley |
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