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nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

0 posted 2003-11-15 02:22 AM

Fooled by words,
I float deficient of dare,
a let it linger care,
a ship of fantasies
filling my head
until it rains silence.

I sit awake, nerves pained
by too much other
and not enough me
to feel real...an alternate,
disguising the eyes
to escape validity.

I cannot mask for you
or you or anyone, the truth I face
each day defined by the cold that
enters my veins,
my method of coping
just useless words.

There is beauty somewhere
hibernating within,
wishing to advertise its seeking,
wishing to wear the black of sensuality
needing nourishment of love
to feed the nights
in borrowed moments of missing time.

My lips are sealed,
with no escaping this path I take,
dried tears wanting to flow,
life's deceptions winding down,
lack of courage uniquely me.

Sirens shrill their call,
my addiction keeping me here
waiting...for that smile to appear
to be touched by you,
to be understood by more than words,
by eyes that cannot turn away
from the yesterdays that were.

This is one of those some days
where you could peel my outer layers,
see within and know the answers
if only that was your quest.
For I am "Sleepless in Seattle"
reaping more than my share of sorrow,
my head echoing my state of mind
as I turn the page once more
to set out on the morrow's share.

M

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
(Will Moss)

peppermint35
Senior Member

since 2000-05-28

Posts 1106
Texas, USA

1 posted 2003-11-15 02:29 AM

They should only read this and then they would know...

Pepper
"Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." Unknown

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

2 posted 2003-11-15 02:42 AM

I know about addiction that keeps me here

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

3 posted 2003-11-15 02:43 PM

(sigh) Oh Maureen, I believe that is why so many of us are here, dearest friend, and I have yet to unravel some more of myself but am lokking forward to getting to know more about you and many ohers better also! (big hugggsssssss) God Bless You, sweet friend, dare to be daring, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Maureen, thank you for sharing!

Nay love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sun set and I perceive

***Live***

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