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Curse God...
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Curse God... |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought 
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“Curse God and die…” I’ve often thought upon these words And wished that I might let myself Feed on them, And let me stand. Strength in anger. Just demanding More of Him. For I have felt the ache in bones And know how hard it is to stand I know the pain of tears, alone… When nobody will lend their hand… My rights are full, For I have lived, A faithful servant Dying now… And I will say I’m mad at Him And shake my fist, yes, Shout at heaven. For I can’t see the reason, Maybe I am Job again… Others feed my flesh I’m wounded then to test the sword And I will feed the parasites… Forever If it is my call, yes, I could curse the God of all But still, He holds my hand. - And so it was that time stood still - (blink, breathe, stand, fight) [This message has been edited by GG (11-01-2003 07:27 AM).] |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Alyssa, I am so sorry you are hurting. I shake my fist sometimes too. |
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Ericc Member Elite
since 2003-01-31
Posts 4178 |
What a significant piece of work...a moment of soul searching perfectly captured. Eric |
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Greeneyes 
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
First let me give you a big hug because I can read in the power of this the ache of life.....you brought me to tears....this is so very very powerful.... hugsssss and more hugssssss Lauren~ Will the wind ever remember the names |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
 (big hugggsssssss) Oh Alyssa, it hurts me to see you hurting, sweet friend, know His love and power is ultimate and unlimited and He will never let you go! (sigh) God Bless You, sweet friend, I send angel hugs your way, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Alyssa, thank you for sharing!  May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Sweetie~ This aches ... I lift you daily in prayerful thought~  *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost, |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Midnitesun, thank you for the compassion... I think we all shake our fists like that sometimes...  Ericc, thats certainly what it was glad you replied... thank you!- And so it was that time stood still - |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Lauren, I always feel bad when people say I brought them to tears... because I hate the thought of bringing them to the pain that I know...not that what I feel is the worst there is, it isn't, but its bad enough... Thank you for your kindness, and hugs back Noah, amen thank you... the day I wrote this I had spent a lot of time reading Job and was just really angry, but I know that God will remain faithful to me even as I struggle with what he allows me to have... you're so sweet, again, thank you.Always, Alyssa - And so it was that time stood still - |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Marge, of all the millions of things anybody could have replied to this with, and out of any response they could take from what I express... the prayers mean more to me then anything else could. I'm honored, and I thank you. Always, Alyssa - And so it was that time stood still - |
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