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Third Libra
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since 2003-08-10
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0 posted 2003-10-22 07:03 AM



Can you miss something you've never had?
I've never had you, yet, I still miss you more than anything else.
I know that we are most likely not to be, or at least so in the present,
but I cannot ignore what it is that I feel inside.
I find myself thinking about you from time to time, more and more
...mainly of memories together in the past.
Or just conversations or something we did together.

But what seperates you from other infatuations,
is that whenever the thought of you pops into my head,
I find this gut feeling stabbing me in my stomach.
I suppose a case of butterflies? or just bad gas? who knows?

Sure, I've felt this way before, but not as strong...not even with girlfriends.
So, is this a good thing?
To love what is not to be? To long for what the heart cannot touch?
Or hold? Or kiss?
Maybe this is a subtle example of what Valo means
by his heartagram, or his usage of the 666.
To love something so incessantly,
but to be in that love is to commit slow suicide.
Something so good it is bad?
Though I am not in a relationship and able to say that I hold your heart,
I do feel that this is somewhat self destructive.
I desire thy so I will die.

Common sense would say to move on
(from somewhere I have never been)
to a real relationship...healthy...mutual.
But maybe it would not be healthy, nor pure.
For how could I love someone in the fullest,
when half my heart (or mind) is stuck on the image of you?
Though it may be that I am attacted to other girls,
I still cannot help the fact that it is you that gives me that certain feeling
and as you are "hot"...you are also so very beautiful.
Your blue eyes that suck me in...you soft brown hair
...your angelic beauty.
My own poison girl. Am I obsessed?
Nay
I think not.

But still, I should let go. Or should I not?
Such beauty should not be missed if had the chance.
So I shall just wait patiently for my chance to come.
To be able to hold the hand of such a heart.
You're heart.
Till then...

Love is only an excuse to hurt and to get hurt... Knowledge brings ye fear.

© Copyright 2003 Michael Moore - All Rights Reserved
mpt
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since 2001-07-22
Posts 32
australia
1 posted 2003-10-22 07:36 AM


this is great!
this is so close to a situation im going thru atm :P its nice but yet not nice all at the same time :P
i really enjoyed reading this, it felt like a random stream of consciousness yet was very eloquently written. keep this form of writing up it is great.

Gentle Spirit
Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989

2 posted 2003-10-22 10:53 AM


But still, I should let go. Or should I not?
Such beauty should not be missed if had the chance.
So I shall just wait patiently for my chance to come.
To be able to hold the hand of such a heart.
You're heart.
Till then...
very beautifuly done!  so heartfelt...

SharaRose
Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501
Somewhere out there~
3 posted 2003-10-22 06:31 PM


Perhaps anticipation is a drug for us.
Love,
Terri~

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA
4 posted 2003-10-22 09:02 PM


Anticipation can be more exciting than instant gratification...James
Third Libra
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since 2003-08-10
Posts 125
South Carolina
5 posted 2003-10-26 11:03 PM


Thanks, you all for the replies. I really appreciate it...really frustrating this situation, heh.

Love is only an excuse to hurt and to get hurt... Knowledge brings ye fear.

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