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Within Myself |
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angelblueyes Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2148Oklahoma |
Why can't I tell him what I feel Why can't I show what is real This pain inside me day after day Agonizing and gnawing my soul away My heart breaking more and more Until it's all upon the floor A dark tunnel, with no light Sometimes it seems so hard to fight The tears are constantly there But I fight, for my children to spare That they not know the hell inside of me Am I selfish wanting to be free I live in body alone For my soul, there'll soon be none to show The fire from within Is slowly beginning to dim The passion and the dreams For all they seem, is an eternity Out of my reach and out of control The misery beginning to take it's toll My strength beginning to wary As these demons I continune to carry I hope and pray that someday I'll wake up and they'll be gone For if not I sense no worth going on But my three reasons for living are clear to me And without them I would have nowhere to be So I will continue to struggle and fight Making the steps to find that abounding light Crystal |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Crystal, there is so much pain and angst in your words. I know when I have experienced unbelievable horrors, pains and tragedies in my life, my love for my children and my faith in God, kept me going on. You pulled me into your world and I felt some very unpleasant emotions--that is effective writing! Just keep pouring your heart out! Loving, healing hugs, Linda |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
 I hope you are feeling better soon. More Prayers for you.   SharaRose @-->-- Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer! |
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MARK V SHELDON Member Elite
since 2001-06-21
Posts 3015In a corporeal internship... |
Thankfully, there's always "The Blue Room" where you will be heard and often helped... Positive hopes and intent your way, friend.  -MVS You CAN make a difference: |
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QjQ Member Elite
since 2003-04-18
Posts 3756U.S.A. |
yeah, the pain and anger can be hell,, but look at each day as another day you leaving it all behind, |
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Roniece Dawson-Bruce Member Ascendant
since 2000-01-29
Posts 5689Sydney, Australia |
have courage to do what you need to do - be well, be safe, be you  enjoyed the read |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
your wanton is strong, your needs being defined, and you will find that light, as your heart will never give in or give up. Very emotional write....thank you for sharing hugs and love sent your way |
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Moon Dust
since 1999-06-11
Posts 2177Skelmersdale, UK |
I enjoyed the write and found truth in it and don't worry it becomes easier and life doesnt seem that hard nemore If your afraid of the dark, then why did you come? |
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Susan Caldwell Member Rara Avis
since 2002-12-27
Posts 8348Florida |
No one knows what tomorrow will bring.. Nicely written. Susan |
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Mistletoe Angel 
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
 (big hugggsssssss) Oh Crystal, I can feel your tears, dearest friend, I used to feel this way all the time too, but when I wanted to end my life, and almost did, I felt God pushing me back and that's when I knew there was a force more powerful than me that was good and so I turned to Him and that has made me strong all these years since! (sigh) I send many angel comfort hugs your way, sweet friend, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Crystal, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth |
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ThisDiamond Member Rara Avis
since 2002-02-22
Posts 9353Michigan, USA |
Sometimes the path put before us is a challenge to identify and heal what is within us. Your writing is the medicine, bringing so well forward the pain of isolation, and placing it in the sun. Well done Angel TD |
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arthur Senior Member
since 2001-08-14
Posts 678england |
from the heart i think and yes-those of who know the dark tunnel fear it.one day at a time arthur |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
************Bumpity-Bumpity-Boo!*************  The angels lift your wonderful, heartfelt poem back to the top of Passions skies, yay! Love, Noah Eaton I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth |
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angelblueyes Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2148Oklahoma |
Linda:Thank you my friend.I will for that's the only way I can remain smiling and going through each day. SharaRose:I'll take hugs anytime. Mark:Thank you my frined, you've brought me much comfort. QJQ:Exactly, with each write I'm releasing more and more.Leaving my soul free to fill with light and happiness. Roneice:Glad you enjoyed. Crystal |
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angelblueyes Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2148Oklahoma |
LeeJ:Thanks my friend. MoonDust:I look forward to that day.Thanks. Susan:Thank you sweet lady. Noah:Thank you so much my angelic friend.You bring me much love and comfort in life. ThisDiamond:Thank you and I have to say I agree with you. Crystal |
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angelblueyes Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2148Oklahoma |
arthur:Yes one day at a time means less stress and less time to worry. Noah:Ahhh you touch my heart.  Crystal |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Sometimes we have to go on even though we don't want to...our perserverance takes us to a better place...James |
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Bill Charles Member Patricius
since 2000-07-11
Posts 10619highways, & byways, for now |
angelblueyes - I sense a lot of pain and anguish in these words you have written. Hang in there for it will pass, mine did in time. I believe it will alwasy be there, but the pain will not. My best to you... BC |
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Ceinwyn Member Elite
since 2000-07-09
Posts 2175VA |
and everything else...Crystal..gawd you tugged at my heart strings....Like I told Raph (Aenimal) I'm sorry that my magic wand is broken...I'm no good at comforting wish there were something I could do...If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried. |
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