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angelblueyes
Member Elite

since 2003-07-19

Posts 2148
Oklahoma

0 posted 2003-09-03 08:58 PM

My dreams have been filled with such thoughts
Of flashbacks and pain that the past has brought
I thought I was doing so well
And beginning to put behind me this hell
I see it clearly in my mind each night
Of all the terror and all the fright
Of all the men who hurt me so
From child to woman, not knowing where to go
My breathing so ragged, it scares me to death
Trying as hard as I can to take a breath
Screaming out into the night
Searching and searching for a little light
I feel like a child all over again
Tell me please, when will this end
For I'm getting to tired to fight
And slowly but surely am losing sight
It's been thirteen years since this happened to me
So please,oh please, set me free
Let my dreams be sweet and happy
Let my heart be completly sappy

Crystal

NewEnglandlazurlu
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-01-04

Posts 7470
A Mountain Paradise

1 posted 2003-09-03 09:17 PM

Oh Crystal, I'm so sorry you are struggling with past memories and they are invading your dreams. It must be so hard for you. Is there anyone you can talk to like a good friend or perhaps a counsel or minister.

If you need someone to chat with, please feel free to email me.

Hugs and luvs, Marti

angelblueyes
Member Elite

since 2003-07-19

Posts 2148
Oklahoma

2 posted 2003-09-03 09:29 PM

Marti:Thank you again, it means alot to read your replies.I do re;ease through my writing and have one close friend.Other than that my writing is the most healing tool that I have.Thanks again

Crystal

QjQ
Member Elite

since 2003-04-18

Posts 3756
U.S.A.

3 posted 2003-09-03 09:42 PM

Let my dreams be sweet and happy
Let my heart be completly sappy

enjoyed these lines,,

angelblueyes
Member Elite

since 2003-07-19

Posts 2148
Oklahoma

4 posted 2003-09-03 09:48 PM

QJQ:Thank you

Crystal

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean

since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

5 posted 2003-09-03 10:12 PM

Sounds like your dreams are horrible nightmares where past traumatic events in your life are being played back.

I am so sorry to hear that you have experienced something so dreadful that it still haunts your nights. The pains of the past need to be dealt with and released. We can keep those memories at bay during the day when we busy but the nights are a whole different thing.

Keep writing and releasing, Dear One. We're here for you!

Loving, healing hugs,
Linda

angelblueyes
Member Elite

since 2003-07-19

Posts 2148
Oklahoma

6 posted 2003-09-03 11:57 PM

Linda:Thank you.Without my writes I'd go crazy..lol It's the release of my pain and leaves room for the light to shine.

Crystal

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