Floods of emotions fill my soul and heart on this Monday
The words you said resound in my head, as I brush the tears away
I know you are trying not to hurt me, but pain you still cause me just like you did then
Perhaps I was after a miracle, I guess I just was hoping for a friend

So this chapter is finally closed, and this is how it shall end
Isn't it bittersweet?, love, tears, pain, and happiness all being scattered by the wind
I understand your reasons, logically they make sense to me
Still though it's my heart trying to cope and find a way to be free

Judge you I don't, nor do I hate you, I'm sorry if I caused you any pain
I was hoping to bring some sunshine, not another dark cloud full of storm and rain
Still I'm glad I called, and heard the voice that sounds like my own
Though you didn't say it, still in a bittersweet way love you've shown

I wish so many things, but I'm glad for the life that I walk today
Part of you will always be carried deep inside, nothing can sweep that away
My two Moms, I guess that's how I'll always see things
Though really only one has been my Mom, she sits up in Heaven with glorious Angel Wings

Since we can never talk again, I at least wanted to tell you one last thing
Maybe this will help with some of this bittersweet sting
You are not a horrible person, and my heart will never be full of hate for you
I wish you a lifetime of calmness and healing, and to find peace in all you do