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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside 
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Taken back by your oddities and idiosecrecies I have no hidden message for you to decipher and I won't start asking around in order to figure you out or make sense of the person you claim to be. The virtual world is full of fantasy. I have no idea what you are talking about or the small favors you ask of me. I am not concerned where you have been but I am unsure of where you are coming from. I will end up where I need to be, eventually. I only wished to read you outside of a poem in spite of my shoulder to lean but it seems impossible when you only make sense to yourself as if it were a private joke that's on me. I dislike feeling paranoid. How ever many times I have looked in the mirror I don't change much or wear disguises nor do I try to mask myself in camouflage as if I knew how to be someone I'm not. Admittedly I am a variation of every shade of blue remaining consistent with my color scheme I am vulnerable and fragile, on occasion my imagination gets away from me. Seeing things that were never happening at all. I don't have the time or energy to sort through mixed messages. English is the only language I have ever mastered and I speak it fluently. Please pardon me for saying so. Rest assured I have no hostility toward you except that I am frightened and afraid. So shoot me. ~*~ |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
*s not sure what this is about...but I would rather hug than shoot you  M *just got in from doing a favor that went from 2 hrs to 4 and a half...and next time I will learn to "just say no"...anyway, don't I deserve a life  ~sighing~ |
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Balladeer
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since 1999-06-05
Posts 25505Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA |
idiosecrecies....what an excellent word!  Sounds like someone is getting a well-earned message.......well done  |
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inkedgoddess Member Rara Avis
since 2002-11-19
Posts 7392Ohio |
The virtual world is full of fantasy. until you meet in the flesh, it always is basically fantasy......but when u meet for real and it rocks,,,,,,,,aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh anyhow, very moving, lorigirl.......didnt know you had this in you.......but i am quite impressed |
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ThisDiamond Member Rara Avis
since 2002-02-22
Posts 9353Michigan, USA |
Bluesy... Standing here with a big grin, a big hug...and my thumbs in my ears with my tongue out to the mixed messenger! NICE WRITE! TD |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Excellent write Lori... I hope whomever this is for gets the message. ~Smiles & Hugs, Nancy~ ~Somewhere in my heart I'm always |
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Martie
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Lori...this message is loud and clear...and poetically passionate.  |
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skyshine 
since 2002-02-07
Posts 3058Beneath the northern stars |
I think I know this feeling all too well!!!   ~ElizabethDreams last for so long, even after you're gone... |
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serenity blaze Member Empyrean
since 2000-02-02
Posts 27738 |
I guess someone has to say it, so I guess it oughtta be me: "Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they're not out to get you!"  (I think that was a Fabulous Freak Brothers quote, but not sure...) sigh. But y'know what I say? Keep your head down and keep typing! Hugs, lady. |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Thanks for the hugs Maureen~ A girl can't be too careful these days! Balladeer~ I hope this didn't sound harsh, as that was not my intention. I'm just a little bit spooked. Thanks for reading Mister~ Hey girlie~ You didn't know I had it in me?? How could you Michele! Hugs ya~ Kathleen~ Thanks for the visual! neener neener! It's a mad mad world out there, eh! Nancy~ Me too.....and thank you for your smile. Martie~ Thanks for reading the passionate part. I don't mean any harm. but I can't figure it for the life of me. Just makes me edgy!!! Dontcha hate it!!! Thanks Elizabeth Well well, What a nice surprise. Thank you for your witty reply Serenity. Hugs from Bluesy with her head down, and looking up to smile. |
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Edder Senior Member
since 2003-04-02
Posts 671 |
i think Karen may be right...i went to the mall the other day and was looking at the store directory and was shocked to see a big red X that said YOU ARE HERE. i'm telling you it really freaked me out! had no idea the were not only following me but they knew where i was going before i got there! not trying to make light of the situation, just couldn't resist a little humor...hope your message resolves it.[This message has been edited by Edder (06-21-2003 01:39 AM).] |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Edder~ Thanks for always leaving me with your quick wit. You make me laugh!!! This is about someone whose words I can't make out whatsoever. I am not sure if it's all in my mind or not (I haven't ruled out the possibility, stranger things have happened) or if he's just toying with me. But I won't kill the messenger just yet... naturally, I like her best. (that would be me) LOL~ Thanks again~ |
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Edder Senior Member
since 2003-04-02
Posts 671 |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
How ever many times I have looked in the mirror I don't change much or wear disguises nor do I try to mask myself in camouflage as if I knew how to be someone I'm not. Admittedly I am a variation of every shade of blue remaining consistent with my color scheme I am vulnerable and fragile, on occasion my imagination gets away from me. Seeing things that were never happening at all. I don't have the time or energy to sort through mixed messages. English is the only language I have ever mastered and I speak it fluently. Lori, I so relate to this right now. Don't you hate for people to try to say and do things secretively? Why can't they just come out and say what they mean? Anyway, it really bothers me and does make me a little paranoid...and I don't like it either!! A very good write, Bluesy. I enjoyed reading.  Hugs Ethel |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Ethel~ I know, how hard is it to say what you mean, and get to the point. It's not that difficult to spell it out. Thank you for reading my anxiety, and especially for being here with me. |
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littlewing Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655New York |
Hey Bluesy? I think I know what yer talkin about here I loved this write!!! You have NO idea lmao tweets xxoo [This message has been edited by littlewing (06-21-2003 03:22 AM).] |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
I know exactly what you're writing about here! I see it every day in one way or another. Nice write Lori. |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
~tweets and dixie darlin'~ I am sure it happens all the time, but I don't like it when it happens to me....and right when I thought I had stopped second guessing myself. Thank you both for holding my hand!!! |
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littlewing Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655New York |
ahhh . . . more like you holding mine . . . yw |
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EagleOne Member Elite
since 2000-03-07
Posts 2829Between a laugh and a tear... |
Well ya know what they say about being paranoid! Excellent write my friend, one for the library I think. love this line: "I am a variation of every shade of blue remaining consistent with my color scheme" Take care! And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand ~ Bernie Taupin |
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JilGirl Member
since 2003-05-24
Posts 364Washington |
Seems to me that you have more GOING FOR you than paranoia! Being observant, owning your feelings and being able to express them shows keen insight. Methinks you need to go with the flow of your feelings and intuition. That certain one, who speaks in riddles might just well deserve to be left behind! Mind games are being played upon you! Terrific write! Message CLEAR! Blessings! Shirl Till oceans cease to flow and deserts lose their sands, may beauty surround you every day and wealth be in your hands. |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
Hi, this is incredibly well done. Sure got the point out to me, so I'm hoping it did to whomever hurt you. Hugs Sandra |
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Duncan Member Ascendant
since 2001-08-07
Posts 5455 |
It wasn't me...I swear!!!!!  |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
The virtual world is full of fantasy ..... how true I dislike feeling paranoid ..... yes I must say , yes a ceratin person often had me feeling this way ..... trying to read between the lines LOL Hope |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
tweets~ That makes me happy to know it works both ways. Hug~ EagleOne~ No, what do they say about being paranoid? I can't stand feeling like this. It stands to reason I haven't heard a word since....and that makes it even worse. I guess I need to keep my imagination from getting away with me. Games, games, they are not worth a roll of the dice I say. Thank you so so much!!! JilGirl~ Those are wise words lady, more times than not my intuition is right on the mark and nearly impossible to ignore. I thank you sincerely for your wonderful reply. Sandra!!! So good to see you here, I am not hurt as much as I am left feeling a little jumpy...and that is the worst of it. Thanks for reading. Duncan~ Well duh!!! I knew that much already! Hope~ I never did learn how to read between the lines, and even when I tried I got it wrong every time.....the silent treatment compounds it all the more. What a nice surprise to see you under my poems this morning. Thank you very much. |
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Duncan Member Ascendant
since 2001-08-07
Posts 5455 |
Well then...one of us is pretty smart for a blonde!!!  Happy Sunday Blues!!!! |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Don't start in on the blonde jokes this morning bub...we both the know the smart one would be me!! LMAO |
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Ceinwyn Member Elite
since 2000-07-09
Posts 2175VA |
*smiles and nods* I vibe it I totally understand at least I think so If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried. |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Thanks a lot for your good vibes Ceinwyn~ |
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Duncan Member Ascendant
since 2001-08-07
Posts 5455 |
Ah.....but then I would be the smart one for not arguing with ya!!!!!  |
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gemjop Member Elite
since 2002-11-18
Posts 2587Pencilveinia, USA |
I don't have the time or energy to sort through mixed messages. English is the only language I have ever mastered and I speak it fluently. Please pardon me for saying so. Rest assured I have no hostility toward you except that I am frightened and afraid. hello bluesy, this blew me away y'know? i shall join the list of many who know exactly what ya mean. amazing write. |
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gemjop Member Elite
since 2002-11-18
Posts 2587Pencilveinia, USA |
forgot to add to me librareeeeeeeeeeeeee. |
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gemjop Member Elite
since 2002-11-18
Posts 2587Pencilveinia, USA |
oh god, how embarrassing. i did it AGAIN. i normally wouldnt admit, or come back, but i really want this in my library. and lori, i know you'll spare me of the blonde jokes right? besides, i have at least four inches of brunette regrowth. he he. I should be paranoid, you'll have me down as an idiot after this. ok, sorry for taking up so much space... click the box gemma, its oh so simple..wish me luck..lol |
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Artic Wind Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 8080Realm of Supernatural |
Enjoyed the write Mz. Serenade ARCTIC WIND |
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