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Skyfire

Member Elite

since 2000-12-27

Posts 3381
Riding

0 posted 2003-07-21 03:19 AM

Come back
I miss you
I still need you.
I need your smiles,
and your kisses,
and the way I was
so nervous and so shy
the first time we went out.
I need that feeling
of being protected that I had
when you held my hand
on the way back to my place.
I need to feel safe in your arms.
I need to lay my head on your
shoulder, feel your arms around me,
and dance with you slowly
even if it IS a fast song.
I need to feel your
breath on my neck
and your lips on my forehead.
I need to see the love in your eyes
and know that I reciporicate.
I need the relief I felt
when I knew you were
"going to be okay"
I need what I felt when
you invited me to SunPeaks
to watch you do what you did best.
I need to dream
of you being in my life
for a very long time.
I just
need
you
back

vlraynes
Member Rara Avis

since 2000-07-25

Posts 8229
Somewhere... out there...

1 posted 2003-07-21 03:23 AM

And...you need to keep writing it.
Love and BIG HUGS, from Mum...
"it is better to be a part of beauty for one instant and then cease
to exist than to exist forever and never be a part of beauty"
-- Don Marquis

peppermint35
Senior Member

since 2000-05-28

Posts 1106
Texas, USA

2 posted 2003-07-21 03:26 AM

Sometimes the heart finds a way.. and the need can be answered

Pepper
"Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." Unknown

Larry C

Member Patricius

since 2001-09-10

Posts 10286
United States

3 posted 2003-07-21 04:35 AM

Courage dear girl. This was a wonderful write. Vicky's right don't stop.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

4 posted 2003-07-21 04:50 AM

it's hard to get over those times, I know personally...they do get easier though, I think...after years and years...

we're hopeless

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

5 posted 2003-07-21 05:58 AM

Nice expression of your feelings...James

gemjop
Member Elite

since 2002-11-18

Posts 2587
Pencilveinia, USA

6 posted 2003-07-22 01:19 PM

noooooooooooooooooo. stay strong.

Instant karma's gonna get you.

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean

since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

7 posted 2003-07-22 01:34 PM

Wonderfully emotive write--I really felt your pain.

Emotional growing pains are the absolute pits!

Loving & healing hugs,
EA

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

8 posted 2003-07-22 02:44 PM

heart healing hugs to you, skyfire
cherish the memories

Marshalzu

Member Elite

since 2001-02-15

Posts 2681
Lurking

9 posted 2003-07-22 05:24 PM

Great work.

Keep on Writing

Andy

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

10 posted 2003-07-22 09:43 PM

The pain is clear, the journey long, and the solitude nourishing. Well done. TD

Janette

Member Elite

since 2001-07-20

Posts 2843
Chicagoland for now

11 posted 2003-07-22 09:49 PM

Ohhhhhh I know these feelings so well.
But the best way to get over a guy is to ... go shopping for another. *grins*

Skyfire

Member Elite

since 2000-12-27

Posts 3381
Riding

12 posted 2003-07-23 12:44 PM

Aww thanks for the warm replies everyone

I was having an especially hard night on the 20th, and that was two months after Will died, and, listening to Vicky once again *grin*, I wrote, and this is what came out. I didn't get all of it out, but I've gotten enough out so that I can heal a bit more before the next time that I miss him so much. Thanks again!!

... Even though you're gone ...

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