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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296
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You speak to me in words and I believe Don’t mock me for my innocence There will be nothing which breaks that which I possess Something no one can touch with harmful lusts One thing which is a compliment to my family The small town concept that I was raised in and “The not so nice, walk up Apartment that I now live in” who was it that said that? You used me and I allowed it…asking you over And over again…are you dating someone…are you Married?You constantly replied “NO” But yet, after months of trading heartfelt words Truth in emails and telephone calls, telling you Over and over again, that I feared allowing you Back in my life and why…. You took advantage of that belief, that trust in you.. Came back…saying over and over again you’d Been a fool to let me go, to leave me, and you Were never leaving me again….never!Matter of fact “Whether I wanted you to come or not, you’d be at more door With your bags is what you said”!Did you not? And that morning you picked up your bag and took it With you…well, doesn’t take an educated monkey to figure Out…I’d been duped…used…..and you never said A word about coming back that night…was I way to Stupid to assume you meant what you said…. So I called to say, I knew. And let you off the hook Thanking you for helping me find peace of mind For finding out the answers to a mystery that will forever now Change the way I see my mother…so something good Always comes from every thing in life…. But you phoned me back and left the strangest message A mockery of sorts I suppose…and to add insult to injury From her phone…from her phone….the same woman You must have been with all these years while still calling Me…emailing me…targeting me to meet you here and there Saying you loved me, craved me and desired me…. Yeah, I guess you do…cause all I was, was a challenge to you Nothing more…nothing less….and when you won…like you always do You left………….. Well the shock of it all, froze my soul for awhile…it wasn’t you I thought of…it was her, and what you made me instrumental in doing Hurting someone like I’d been hurt for years…despicable, Unacceptable and unforgivable! So your gonna say, hey, if she believes, then why not Well sir….a gentleman you are not… Cause if someone tells me something I’m going to believe Why shouldn’t I trust that you maintain some morals, and respect For yourself…so, your going to mock me, laugh at me, try to steal Any innocence I possess?Never!I won’t stop believing there is and are Many people out there who think and feel like I do….and somewhere there Is a man, a great man..who will identify all that I have to give…to love And cherish him….like never before… He thinks like me…believes like me and won’t hurt me life you’ve done Won’t come back and leave me, but cherish the great love I have to offer I’ve got news for you…as back and forth I was about letting you back in my life My own mother said…I want you to see him again…one more time…give him that! Believe it…and so I thought about it and did so…ONE LAST TIME! You think you’ve won…you’ve made a fool out of me? Perhaps….but perhaps you’ve accomplished something you’ve never noticed Or expected….or will ever begin to understand. You sir…have most certainly done this to many woman I wasn’t the first and won’t be the last..and I tell you true…you’ve harmed and stagnated Your own karma… You’ve hurt you, more then her or me….call me anything you like, cause because of the Way you think…believe…you’ll never know what you’ve lost….. |
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garysgirl  
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Cause if someone tells me something I’m going to believe Why shouldn’t I trust that you maintain some morals, and respect For yourself…so, your going to mock me, laugh at me, try to steal Any innocence I possess?Never!I won’t stop believing there is and are Many people out there who think and feel like I do….and somewhere there Is a man, a great man..who will identify all that I have to give…to love And cherish him….like never before… He thinks like me…believes like me and won’t hurt me life you’ve done Won’t come back and leave me, but cherish the great love I have to offer Dear Lee...it sounds like you've been through a lot of heartache, too. My Mother has told me lots of times that the really good-hearted are the ones who get hurt so bad, because they trust so much. But, like you said in this poem, there is someone out there who thinks like you and will appreciate the enormous amount of love that you have to give to him. In fact, he will think it precious and cherish it. I finally found someone like that, and he feels the same for me as I do for him. We were friends first before we fell in love and are still best friends now.  Heart hugs to you, Lady  Ethel |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
Hi Ethel, thanks so much...but do not fret...each step gives more courage...strength...faith...humbleness...understanding...and that much closer to fulfillment of dreams...fear not...life is way to short...but get out there and sail uncharted oceans, not brused by the storms...but made stronger by them...determined to face the winds...without trading or compromising your self worth, respect and fondess for the hearts of others...a little more prepared for the next moment. Love to you.... |
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