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leighsa
Member

since 2003-02-27

Posts 74
Oregon, United States Of America

0 posted 2003-06-27 05:04 PM

I hate who I am
I wish I would change.
I wish I wasn’t here,
Can this be exchanged?
I can bear it; No More!!!
And I am full of Hate.
The lights, have died out,
for my flower is dead.
I wish my heart,
Would stretch across this world,
I call Death..
My heart is Torn,
For only I could have done,
I try to make you happy,
But then my light dies out again.
I put on a smile and a mask to match,
To conceal all the pain,
I have dialed......

Ashgiel

QjQ
Member Elite

since 2003-04-18

Posts 3756
U.S.A.

1 posted 2003-06-27 05:26 PM

your thoughts are expressed well..

A voice of honesty
   is treasured
more than voices
   of flattery
      QjQ

MysticDreamer
Member

since 2003-04-21

Posts 131

2 posted 2003-06-27 06:37 PM

I have these feelings almost everyday. But I guess that's why I'm here. To share them and then focus on something positive.

mirror man
Senior Member

since 2001-01-08

Posts 814

3 posted 2003-06-27 09:02 PM

I can relate to some of this. I mean, at times. You express it well.

timothysangel1973

Senior Member

since 2001-12-03

Posts 1725
Never close enough

4 posted 2003-06-27 09:49 PM

*inhale* *exhale*

TasteOfOctober
Member

since 2003-06-24

Posts 94

5 posted 2003-06-27 11:38 PM

its obvious that you knwo how to express those thoughts that you have, but with thoughts like those I would advise action to match well put words. Throw yourself to the winds of change, dont wish for it, embrace life and let it course into the deepest parts of you and follow it, sneak if you must into those parts and embrace and conquer the demons that you seem to be plauged by. in my opinion, all of this is my opinion mind you, you should let nothing stand in the way of you fighting for unity, dont hate yourself, embrace yoruself and conquer.

Akiras_fire
New Member

since 2003-04-29

Posts 7
The Middle of nowhere

6 posted 2003-06-28 12:06 PM

oh i wish i could help you..i know what its like to feel that way...but i found a way to escape that darkness...please feel free to email me if you need someone to talk to

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LeeJ
Member Patricius

since 2003-06-19

Posts 13296

7 posted 2003-06-28 12:09 PM

sometimes disliking ourselves can become an excuse not to change...but when we want change so badly, it will happen, we make it happen b/c we know it will lead us to a better life, peace and loving ourselves give us the capability to understand and love others.

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

8 posted 2003-06-28 12:19 PM

wouldn't it be nice to be someone else for awhile?

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